Do you love me like I love you?

Chapter 18

*Mel's POV*

While he chooses a movie I check my phone , considering I just woke up. He loves me.. I cant help but want to tell my friends but Shawn hasn't given me the go ahead for us to tell people. God, I just want to brag about him, about us, our happiness. 

My mom comes barging in , probably expecting to see something more x rated but instead she found me on Instagram and Shawn looking on Netflix. "Does anyone want some breakfast?"  Shawn comments that it is nearly time for lunch and then the two of them make sarcastic comments about my sleeping in and laugh about me as if I am not in my own room! I keep quiet because I love how he gets along with my family so well. It makes everything feel like we are meant to be. I wish dad was around more so he can get more time with Shawn but he is probably with that woman. It kills me to know he is being so unloyal to his family. I shake the sad thoughts out my head and remember the heart warming words I woke up to this morning, he loves me, I dont think I have felt this happy about someones love before like I do now. He has made me see a whole new dimension of life and I never want to leave this place I have created in my mind with him, it feels like home. He is my home, my shelter. I know it is a cliche and a everyday heard thing said by girls in love but I understand their stupidity now. 

He finally chose a movie! And I hate it. It is of course action and its called taken, I have seen it before and it just gives me such a fear of travelling which I dont need considering I want to travel next year after school. So well done Shawn!

We are cuddling and I'm tickling his stomach, I start to tease him and start to tickle right above the waistband of his pants and I can see with his body language that I'm achieving at getting him hard. All of a sudden he takes over by yanking me onto him so I'm straddling his waist and he is staring at me smiling, I'm laughing at how shocked I got and he is still smiling, why the fuck is he smiling. He pushes his hips up against mine and I can feel his hard length against my groin which creates a burning sensation from my stomach down to my clit, oh god.

Thank you guys for being so patient!! keep in tune for more and I have started an auto-biography , it is called Tragedy, I am publishing it tonight or tomorrow early morning, stay tuned!! I love you all so fucking much!