Thorns of a Rose

6. Do I Even Want To Leave?

Alpha Spector called all of the remaining packs on the list to let them know that due to 'car issues' I would be half a week to a week behind schedule.

And it wasn't really a lie, I was having some car troubles. Whoever it is who fixes the cars in this pack said the it would be better if I sold, and these are his words 'sell the piece of crap that would more then likely blow up before running properly ever again'. So now it looks like I need to find a new car.

Ryland offered me one of his, since he somehow has a passion for cars and owns 10 from what I saw, only half of them ran however.

Over the past four days that I have been here, I have been spending a lot of time with Luna Misty, although I can not use the word Luna around her, same as how Alpha Spector hates being called Alpha.

I don't use there terms to there faces, but I cant help but using them in my head, for me it is wrong to not think of them that way.

This is an incredibly informal pack.

But they are happy, and free. They have order although it is not forced down there throats.

I met all of the pack, it is much bigger then I thought. Alpha Spector was right only half the pack was at breakfast the first morning I was here.

Luna Misty had to explain to me why she was so happy to spend time with me, most of the pack was weary of her. As she is the only powerful female in the pack at the moment she has no one to relate to. No one who could be completely comfortable with her Luna radiance. Seeing as all pervious power couples of the pack only had males, and barely any of the current ones had found their mates.

Kol told the Alphas that I was the daughter of the packs old Beta and Misty knew that information, it made her excited to know that I was coming here.

She wanted someone to be close to.

Luna Misty also explained to me why they don't wear clothing here, although I did find out that there were actually some who wore clothing quite regularly may it be minimum, males in just loose shorts and females in flowing dresses. However underwear was pretty much never worn, except for me.

Luna Misty said that the pack didn't wear clothing because they were more at one with there wolves. Many shifted at all times of the day, some even lived most of their time in wolf form.

She also said, it is easier to shift without clothing, and without clothing on you don't have to worry about them being torn to shreds.

She also explained that the pack house was so big, and most of the pack lived here because they liked to be close to one another, even some of the mated couples.

They found comfort in each other.

Everyone here was so open, always smiling and happy. Each person made me feel welcomed, and after a day or two, I didn't feel like I was an odd one out. No one judge me for wanting to stay clothed, and I stopped worrying about where to look as no one ever seemed worried about it, even the mated males.

That was something that would take a long time to get used to, as pretty much every mated male wolf is possessive and protective of his mate.

I was happy here, I felt free here. If I never find my mate this is where I want to come back to. I know that it would hurt Kat but this was the place for me.

I could be happy here, without judgments and the mistakes of my past.

"How are you enjoying it here?" Luna misty asked as she sat on the bench next to me.

Her hair shined in the light of the fun, it was almost mesmerising.

"I love it here." I couldn't keep the happiness out of my voice.