"If I could only write one last song it would be for you..."

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It all began on a Wednesday...

I picked up coffee for myself and for him and went over to his place.

"You know Gee you should really consider locking your door, what if a psycho killer comes in and completely slashes you and chops up your body and leaves a bloody trail?"

"I always wondered why we were friends and its those kind of comments reminds me why."

He was jumping up and down in repetitive motions and moving his arms with his legs.

This is something that normally doesn't do I usually find him in his cave of a bedroom drawing or reading but this time he was up and moving around.

It took me a while to understand that...

"Gerard are you?...exercising?"

"Yeah!"

he had this gigantic smile plastered on his face one I haven't really seen since....

"May I ask why are you exercising?"

"What? Can't a guy just do some workouts because he enjoys it?"

"I have known you for a solid 10 years and I have never seen you once grab a dung bell."

"Well now I am!"

Something told me that something was happening and I didn't know if I was going to like it.

"So are you going to tell me or am I going to have to call Mikey?"

"Oh sorry."

he stopped doing jumping jacks and handed me a paper

"Craig called about a few days ago."

"Okay."

"and he said Linkin Park was interested in taking us on tour for their Projekt Revolution tour."

"Thats amazing!"

"Thats not the best part about it look at the bands playing the revolution stage.."

I read them off one by one

-Madina Lake

-Styles of Beyond

-The Bled

-Saosin

-Mindless S-

Oh.

"Mindless Self Indulgence."

"yeah Mindless Self Indulgence."

"MSI means..."

"Means Lindsey."

the smile crept back onto his face, that smile I hadn't seen since he first came back from that tour and boasted about this amazing bass player he had met on the tour.

How she was beautiful, talented, funny, artistic, and a never ending list of compliments.

He of course only told me because he had a girlfriend and didn't want her to know he was smitten with someone else.

"Sawyer you can't believe how fucking pumped I am for this! July 26th through September 3rd! Man this time I am single and I want to get to know her more! Maybe something can happen this time! You have to meet her so is just so incredible!"

All I could see was the smile that was plastered on his face and how my insides were twisting into knots because something inside me knew there was no stoping him from getting her.

Not even me...of course why would I even be considered into the equation?

He never saw me anyway...why would he?

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