you can be the boss daddy (mxb) ✔️

8

Alex POV

I wake up to someone hugging me. I opened my eye and noticed that I wasn't in my room. I look around and I saw Liam shirtless beside me. He pulls me closer to him an I feel his dick on my ass. He's not wearing underwear..

Please tell me we didn't have sex yesterday night!

"Um.. Liam can you please put your underwear back on?.." I said turning around facing him. He looks so beautiful when he wakes up.

"Baby, you didn't say that last night when you sucked me off." He said smirking looking at me. Did I really just sucked him yesterday? Ugh I feel like a hoe.

"You made me cum so hard baby." He said said kissing my forehead. I stayed silent and got up. I put my glasses on and got my clothes on. I took my stuff and headed to the door. I went to the bathroom first to make a call. I called Nyle to pick me up from Liam's apartment. He told me he'll be there soon. I opened the bathroom door and walked out.

"Don't walk away from me like that Alex." He said in a serious tone. I just rolled my eyes and kept walking. Once I got to the door, I felt him grab my waist. He pinned me to the door and started to grab my neck. I could barely breathe. He started to make out with me. I tried to pull him off but he put my hand above my head. His kisses were rough and dominant. His tongue was strong and powerful. I started to fight with him.

Finally I got away from his grip. "Liam I have to go. Someone's waiting for me outside.." I said looking down at my feet. I felt so scared with him but so loved at the same time.

"Who is it?" He crossed his arms. Why is he mad? It's not like we're together. I just met him yesterday.

"J-just my f-riend.." I stuttered.

I'm lying.

"I know you're lying Alex. Now, tell me who it is or else you will never get out of this apartment." He growled.

"My b-boyfriend is coming to pick me up.." I said opening the door. I was so scared but I just walked out.

"Alex come back here now!" He yelled but I just kept walking. I saw Nyles Tesla and quickly walked out of the building. I saw Liam staring at me while I was walking to the car.. his face was serious, angry, and sad.

I opened the car door and got in the car. I sighed and saw Nyle staring at my neck.

Why was he staring at my neck?

I took out my phone to look at myself.

I HAD HICKIES COVERING MY NECK!

"Baby? What that on your neck?" He asked curiously while gripping my neck. I whimpered at the action. It really hurt.

"Hickies.." I said

"Alex, this is your last warning. Try to hook up with another guy again and you will be punished and abused." He grabs my neck and squeezes it. "Do you understand?!"

"Yes Sir.." I replied. He looked at me and slapped me across my face. I didn't say anything, but it did sting..

*******
After work was done, I got driven home by Nyle. He's making sure that I won't go hoeing around again. Work was okay. Not the best but not the worst. Nyle hasn't talked to me yet which worries me. We finally arrived to my condo. I stared at him for a moment and he said,

"Get Out. Now!" He yelled not even looking at me. It broke my heart because he yelled at me, but I deserve it. I unlocked the door and slammed the door closed. I felt like crying, I should, it was my fault. I hurt him bad. But it's okay I guess? God I should just kill myself.. what's the point? Moms dead, dad hates me because of my sexuality, and my brother is in LA. I don't have anyone else. They all left.

I walked into my condo and went to the kitchen. I wanted some alcohol. Good thing I restocked on some vodka and beer. I decided to grab two beers and one bottle of vodka. I walk back to my room and slammed my door shut. I drank in silence alone and crying until I heard a knock on my front door. I didn't bother opening it. It was constant knocking which was relaxing, until I heard them bang on the door. I sighed and got up.

I went to the door and looked through the peep hole. Chanel was standing on the other side. I opened the door and her eyes lifted up and she hugged me. She saw me with the bottle of vodka. I started to cry on her shoulder..

"It's okay babe. Let's go cry it out together." She said pulling me off and holding my hand. We get to my room and started to chat about what happened in the past 3 days. She was disappointed in me.

Everyone Is.

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Chanel left my condo. Did she make me happy? No. I cried a lot more. All these thoughts going through my mind.

No one wants me.
No one cares.
No one will remember you.
Chanel doesn't care.
Nyle doesn't care.
Mom doesn't care and she never will.
You are a slut Alex.
Just kill yourself
You're just useless.

These thoughts are going through my head. I was thinking about if I should do it or not. No one would take me to the hospital anyways. I'm just going to die alone.

Alone.

I finished up all my drinks and got up. I decided to smash all of the bottles on the floor. There's no point in cleaning the mess up. I'm gonna die anyways. I went to the kitchen and got some sleeping pills from the cabinet. I poured about 25 in my hand, and I washed them all down with some vodka. What a perfect match ain't it?

I looked at my phone and I saw 10 missed calls from Nyle. I called him back. He didn't answer so I left him a voice message.

"Hey Nyle. I'm sorry I cheated on you. I'm so sorry Nyle. This is probably the last time you'll hear from me. Please forgive me." I said sitting down in the living room floor with glass pieces around me, and my pills on the side.

I started to fall asleep.
I started to die.

Authors Note:
I got pretty emotional in this chapter! I hope you guys like it. Stay tuned babes!