you can be the boss daddy (mxb) ✔️

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Alex POV

Nyle and I were eating our Mcdonalds. He never ate it before, which surprised me. I mean, he is a billionaire. Im not dating him for that reason! I really do love him.

Nyle hesitated before putting the fry in his mouth. "Stop being a bratty white boy, now eat it before I do." I say taking the lid off of my mcflurry. Nyle opens his mouth to eat the fry but notices what I'm doing. I was dipping my fry in the mcflurry. I look up and I see Nyle giving me a disgusted look.

"Boy, what are you looking at?" I say eating my fry. Nyle chuckles for a second he immediately stops right after.

"Isn't that disgusting?" He asks.

"Try it for yourself" I say while I submerge the fry in the shake. Nyle gagged. My eyes rolled to the back of my head. "Just fucking eat it." I smile while shoving the fry in his mouth. It took him a millisecond before he had to spit the fry out. I laugh.

"I'm sorry!" I quickly apologize. He doesn't say anything.

There was a good 5 minutes of awkward silence.

Is he ma-

"ALEX!!" I jump at his words. His eyes were closed.

"What? You scared the living shit out of me."

"I love you!" Nyle says grabbing my hand and kissing it. I blush and he pulls me close to him. I blush even harder. "I miss you.. I'm sorry for everything.." he says while pinching my cheeks. My face turns beet red. "I shouldn't have cheated on you.. and even worse I did it two times.." he says before pressing his lips against mine.

I missed this feeling.

The feeling of love.

The feeling of actually being wanted.

The feeling of being safe in someone's arms.

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I wake up to the feeling of someone ruffling my hair. I realize that I was sleeping on Nyle. My head was on his thigh. I rub my eyes and I look at him. He was upright.

"Hey Beautiful.." Nyle says blinking really fast. "Sorry if I woke you up.." he added.

I was still half asleep, I felt like laying down again, but I feel like Nyle wanted to talk. "It's fine, I needed to wake up anyways.. sorry if I fell asleep on your thigh. I shouldn't have done tha-" before I could finish my sentence he cuts me off.

"Don't apologize." He says resting his head on his hand. "There's nothing to apologize for.."

"What do you mean? I've done a lot of things I need to apologize for.. I should be ashamed of myself for lying to you all the time. " I said while biting my nails. Nyle looks up and took my hand away from my mouth.

"I should apologize Alex.. there's so much things I've done in the past, but you kept giving me chances I didn't earn, you kept trying, but I kept failing. I let you down." He says quickly. I got taken back..

"Don't say tha-" I get cut off again..

"I guess my question is.. d-do you thinks it's too late for me?" He says out of the blue. I saw tears forming up in his eyes..

"What-?" I say but Nyle talks over me.

"A-am I just doomed for the person I am? Is it too late? Is it too late, Alex, please tell me it's not too late. Please."

"Oh Nyle-"

"I-I need you to tell me that I'm a good person. I know I can be selfish, narcissistic,  and self-destructive, but underneath all of that, deep down, I'm a good person and I need you to tell me I'm good.. Alex?" He says. I was shocked and I didn't know what to say..

"Alex? Please Alex.. tell me that I'm good please.." Nyle added.. I couldn't say anything, I was in complete shock. My brain was every where, it was scattered all of the place trying to find an answer.

"I don't know if your good or not.. but what do you want?" I ask Nyle while looking down at my fingers..

"Well, I just want you to be happy. That's it.."

"Don't you get it Nyle? I can't feel that. You can't just sit there and let everybody's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. I don't want to be someone's crush.. I want people to like the real me.." I spill out my feelings.

"I like the real you.."

"If you did, why did you let Samantha do it, when you knew it was wrong? I don't want you to feel bad, but it's the hard truth Nyle. Yes she got payed to do it, but why did you do it? You say you love me but you really don't.." I start to cry.. "that ring you gave me, was that just fake? Was it fake so I can stay with you cause of the money? I'm not like that. I don't use, I love. And I love you." I sob harder.

"I-I don't know yet.." he says. It feels like deja vu.. "I've never felt like this before.. I've never been in a relationship, I don't know how it feels to be loved. Or how it feels to love someone, bare with me.. please.."

I heard a knock on the door. I got up and got it. When I opened the door I saw Chanel standing there. She gave me a worried look. "Alex, are you okay? Your eyes are bloodshot, and you mascara is runny.." she asks while grabbing my hand..

"Yea I'm okay, I was just about to head out of this hospital. Just wait for me outside." I say while letting go of her hand. I close the door and I walk over to Nyle. He looked at me with sad but worried eyes. "Im going back to the house..be safe here." I say while kissing his hand.

"No.. don't go back to my place.. stay at Chanel's place. The guys might come get you again." He says while closing his eyes.

"Fine." I say while grabbing my bag. My eyes started to tear up. I'm so worked up. I'm so sad. I don't feel well.

"Bye" Nyle says. I waved him from the back and I never said anything back. I opened the door and I saw Chanel texting Liam, she looks up and smiles.

"Let's get out of here.."

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