Betrayal - Edwin Honoret

Reveals and Goodbyes

Sydney's POV

Once Edwin dropped me off , I watched him drive off . This was so hard for me . I couldn't contain my tears so I just broke down right there . I know I felt something for Edwin but I couldn't tell him . He didn't feel the same way and I would hurt Tiffany .

Going to England was the best choice . I had to make it because Edwin deserves better . Tiffany deserves all the happiness . She's so amazing and I know she's happy with Ed so why take that away from her .

I walk up into my apartment hoping Cameron left . When I entered he was gone and I sighed out of relief . I looked around just making sure he wasn't there

I then found a letter that was on my kitchen table .

Syd

I saw who you left with , I'm not stupid . I'm going to keep this a secret but it comes with a price .

- Cameron

I rolled my eyes and crumpled up the paper .

"FUCK YOU" I shouted and threw it against the wall .

I dropped to the floor and began to cry . This was all so much . Cameron just found out and here I am leaving for England .

Suddenly I heard a knock on my door . I expected it to be Cameron so I stood up and walked to the door with a resting bitch face on my face .

"Leave me the fuck alone , Cam -" I said opening the door but to my surprise , Tiffany was standing infront of me .

"Tiff , what are you doing here ?" I asked her and right there she broke out into to tears .

I grabbed her and pulled her in for a tight hug .

"What's wrong , Tiff ?"I ask her as she sobbed more and more .

"I have to tell you something " she says and I nod . We walk into my apartment.

I knew it had something to do with Edwin . I was hoping she didn't find out about Ed and I .

We sat down on the couch and I stare at my best friend . My heart began to beat faster and faster . All I wanted was to tell her that I'm inlove with her boyfriend .

"What's in your mind , Tiffany ?"I say and she gulps .

This was difficult for her . I stared at the girl who I betrayed . I wanted her to tell me because this suspense was killing me .

"I did something really awful , Syd " she begins and I sigh out of relief because it seems like she didn't find out about Ed and I .

"Which is?"I ask her and the tears begin again . Tiffany was always one to cry .

"I love Edwin so much , Syd . Don't get me wrong , his amazing but his been acting really differently nowadays . His been off and I don't know what to do anymore " she begins and I nod . I couldn't tell her that I was the reason that Edwin was acting so strange .

"Tiffany , he loves you too " I reassure her .

After I leave for England , he will be back to loving Tiffany . She will have him back again . This was all of my plan and honestly I'm glad I made this decision because seeing Tiffany crying breaks my heart .

"I'd hope so but Syd , that's not all " she says and I blink not knowing what to expect . I start to think she knows about Edwin having an affair .

"What happened , Tiff ?"I ask her taking her hand and she gulps .

"I - I slept with Zion " she says and eyes widened .

I didn't know how to react to this . She slept with Edwin's bestfriend . I couldn't judge her because that would make me a hypocrite.

I just stared at her as my heart stopped . I didn't know what to say . I can't encourage this because Edwin would be hurt .

"Say something , Syd " she says and I gulp .

"I don't know what to say , Tiff . You've always been here for me and I wish I knew I could be here for you " I say standing up and she furrows her eye brows .

"What are you saying , Sydney ?"she asks me and I shake my head .

"I'm leaving for England in three days " I say and Tiffany jumps up .

"What ? You're just going to leave without telling me ? Fuck Sydney . I've been here by your side through everything for years now . I need you so much right now and you just leave . What the fuck Sydney " she shouts and I begin to get angry . If only she knew I was doing this for her

"Tiffany , I wish I could stay but I really have to go . You don't understand " I say and she laughs .

"First Ed and now you . Why is everyone I love keeping secrets away from me ?"she says throwing up her hands .

"Tiff , you're the one who slept with his bestfriend " I say and she looks at me .

"Really ? You're going to use that against me " she says and I shrug .

"I can't say that was a good thing , Tiff . You know that " I say and she nods .

" Well maybe Zion treats me better , what if I love Zion more " she says and I shrug .

"I honestly don't know , Tiffany . You make up your mind but Edwin is going to be hurt " I say walking to my room and I hear her laugh .

"So Edwin being secretive isn't a problem ? I'm the one in the wrong yet Edwin is treating me like shit ! " she shouts following me .

"I'm not going to argue with you , Tiffany . Just leave . I need to pack " I say taking out a suitcase from my closet .

"You know what , just be a coward and leave . Just like your father " she said . When she said that , I instantly got mad . I never thought Tiffany would use my dad against me .

She knew how sensitive I was . My dad left when I was 9 and Tiffany was the only one I could count on . It hurt to hear her say that . I was not my dad .

"Don't ever fucking compare me to my dad . I am not that man . He is a fucking coward and I'm not . I have my reasons . Just fucking leave , Tiffany !"I shout the last part which gave her a small fright .

Tears filled her eyes and I just stared at her . My goal was not to hurt Tiffany but I did it anyway .

"Fine , Sydney . If that's what you want . I'll leave " she says and I knew she meant she was leaving my life . I stared at my bestfriend who was now crying .

She turned around and slowly walked to my door .

"I will always love you , Syd" she whispers but I could hear her .

When the door closed , I fell to the floor and began to cry . Why was this happening ? I lost my bestfriend just because I tried to save her from heartbreak .

I didn't know if I should tell Edwin about her having sex with Zion . I know it would of hurt him and it would of started a big problem so I left it . I was going to disappear from LA and not return . I wanted to forget about my life here . This wasn't a life I wanted .

I know I felt something for Edwin but seeing Tiffany cry made my decision easier . I knew this was for the best . I had to leave . I left to save her . I know she says she loves Zion but Edwin will always be for her. It pains me to say it but it's the truth . They need each other .

A/N

woaaahh , it hurts to see them fight but Sydney did this for a good reason . She didn't want to hurt Tiffany .

Who do you think is right , Sydney or Tiffany ?

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