Betrayal - Edwin Honoret

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Sydney's POV

I woke up the next morning with this pain in my heart . It wasn't a physical pain , it was an emotional pain . I couldn't think straight after reading that article .

I felt pain . That's the only feeling I knew at this moment . It was pain and sadness . I was upset . I couldn't believe that Tiffany was carrying Edwin's child . This hurt me so much .

I turned around and saw Cameron sitting up on the edge of the bed .

"Hey" I say softly and he turns to face me . He smiles .

I could see the sympathy in his face . Cameron was here for me . He made sure I was okay yesterday . Everything I needed , he got . He was my best friend yesterday . I know he loves me and I don't feel the same way but I am grateful that he was here for me during this time . I needed someone and I'm glad it was him .

"How you feeling ?"he asked and I sighed turning onto my back .

"I don't even know . All I know is that it hurts. This pain is unbearable . I can't believe he lied , Cam" I say and Cameron moves closer to me .

" I know it hurts , trust me I do know . There's nothing we can do about it but to live with t . Syd , you'll get through this " he assures me and I smile .

" How are you so sure about everything ?" I ask him .

"I believe that everything happens for a reason . This all has a reason , Sydney " he says and I feel my heart ache .

"But why would he lie like this ? He told me he loved me , Cam . He told me the day we left . Every moment I spent with him was heaven . Was that all just a lie ? " I said and I tried to stop myself from crying but the tears just tickled its way out of my eyes .

"Syd , you just have to accept it now . I know it won't be easy but it is what is . We're in London now and I know we will be able to get through this " he says taking my hand and I smile .

"I'm so sorry Cameron . You love me and care for me so much . Why don't I love you so much too ? I really wish I did , you're so amazing . Except for the part of you almost raping me" I laugh a bit and his face goes pale .

"I'm so sorry about that Syd . I don't know what got into me . Also that letter . That was not me . It was like something else took over and I became possessive. You know I'm not like that " he begins and I smile .

"I know , Cam . You proved to me that you are still that wonderful guy from high school " I assure and him and laughs a bit .

"I just want you to be happy " he says and I sigh .

"I do to " I say sitting up .

"So why don't we do dinner tonight since we missed yesterday's ?"I asked him getting out of bed and his eyes widened .

"Is this Sydney ? She's never so eager to leave the house ?"he says and I laugh .

"Say yes now or else I'm changing my mind " I say quickly and Cameron jumps up .

"Yes , YES !" He shouts and I sweat the neighbors could hear . I laugh at Cameron who was running around like a happy child .

I felt the pain ease . It wasn't easy but maybe I could live my life with Cameron . I don't love him as yet but I could learn . I could learn to love him .

Edwin's POV

Going to London scared me . I know it was a big city but she was there . The girl who stole my heart was there .

I never thought I would see her again but this might be the time I could . I know seeing her would make things more difficult but I miss her so fucking much . I miss having her around .

Tiffany and the baby are important to me but I know that , that's not the life I want . I want my life to include Syd . I want her to have my babies , not Tiffany . Plus , this baby is clearly not mine .

It hurt me even more to know that Tiffany and my relationship is still based on lies . She's still lying to me . Every single day I have to pretend that this baby is mine . It's going to be hard to raise it when I know I'm not the biological dad .

All I wanted was for Tiffany to be honest with me . Why is she keeping this from me . I know I will be mad but it's better if she tells me . These lies are ruining me . I can't keep this lie of being in love with her Bestfriend nor can I deal with the fact that she's lying about whose the father of her unborn child .

There's moments when I just want to tell Tiffany I know . I want to tell her that I know she lies about the bra . She is lying about whose the father and she definitely lied about having sex with Zion .

I have no right to be mad at her for having sex with Zion because I did the same but to lie to me about whose the father is another level .

How does she think this was going to work out . The baby would probably have features from Zion . DNA tests could prove I wasn't the father . Tiffany is digging her own grave . She should just come and tell me now before I expose her .

Sydney has been of social media these last few months . She hasn't posted anything about her knee life in London . It looks like she really wanted to stay out of touch with us . It broke my heart to see that she was out of my life .

I then remembered that Cameron was a big social media star so he had to post some stuff . I go onto his profile and there's nothing about Syd . It was just pictures of him and London .

I groaned out of frustration .

"Baby"Tiffany wakes up .

"Did I wake you ?"I ask her and she nods slowly .

"I'm sorry , I'll leave so you can have your rest " I give her a small smile and she smiles as she puts her head back on the pillow .

My best friend betrayed me and touched her . If Tiffany found out about Sydney and I she is going to be pissed .

I'm already mad about Zion but I can control my anger . Tiffany on the other hand is like a ticking time bomb . Tiffany was going to break hell loose if she found out .

I better try to avoid bumping into Sydney in London . All I know is that if so , I won't be able to stop myself from kissing her . I won't be able to stop myself from letting her know that I will always love her . I won't be able to control myself and the love I feel for Sydney .

A/N

Just a filler chappy .

Well it's just to see how everyone is feeling .

So what do you think of Cameron and Sydney's relationship rn ?

Tiffany and Edwin ? Do you think Edwin should confront Tiff or should he tell Zion that he knows ?

Please vote and comment x