Betrayal - Edwin Honoret

I can't .

Edwin's POV

My heart began to beat faster when Sydney told me she knew who the father was . I had an idea who it was but I didn't want to make any assumptions .

I stared at her as she bit her lip . I could see she was struggling to tell me .

"Syd , who is it ?"I asked her and she shook her head .

"I'm so sorry" she apologizes.

"Don't , it's not your fault " I whisper to her and she smiles .

"It's Z—" she begins .

"Hey , Edwin " I hear Cameron say and I get a small fright .

"Oh hey , I just came to see how Sydney was doing " I lied quickly and she smiled .

"Oh well she's doing great " Cameron says and I furrow my eyebrows .

"Okay bro . No need for the attitude " I say and Cameron laughs .

"What attitude. I told you she's okay so now you can leave my fiancé alone " he says and I just wanted to give him one big punch .

He started making me angry . He didn't deserve such an amazing girl .

" Sure " I gave him a fake smile and I stood up before I was going to hit him .

"Edwin " Sydney stops me and I turn around to look at the girl who I could see was not inlove with her fiancé .

" yes ?" I say and she smiles .

That beautiful smile .

"Thanks for the small chat " she says and I nod .

I return to the table where all the boys were having their small conversations . I was actually happy . I know that her getting married didn't make me happy but seeing her again felt good . I really missed her so I needed this .

I wondered that whole evening who the father was . I wanted to go home and shout at Tiffany but I couldn't bring myself to . I know that doing that would make me a hypocrite . I didn't want to start drama . It would put a lot of pressure on the band and right now my main focus should be the band . It's going to be tough with a baby . It sucks because this baby shouldn't even be my responsibility.

Sydney's POV

"What was that all about ?" Cameron asked once he sat down .

"Nothing , he just came to say hi and Cameron , you didn't have to be such a dick " I say .

"Well , I don't want him in your life " Cameron states and I scoff .

"We're not even married yet and you want to control me . Cameron , don't make me throw this ring at your face right now " I say getting a bit upset and Cameron grabs my hand . I pull it out of his grip .

"No , you're right . That was wrong of me and I will go say sorry . I shouldn't of been so rude " he says and I don't look at him .

I hated the fact that I had to marry him . I thought he would be able to change but right in this moment is when I realized Cameron was going to control me .

"It's fine " I lied and he smiled .

"I don't want to fight . I just want to love you and make you happy " he began and in my head I screamed .

How can he make me happy when I don't love him . Seeing Edwin today made me realize that what I feel for Edwin is undeniable. There is no way I'm ever going to be able to deny my feelings for him .

What I feel for him is a feeling that you only get once every lifetime . He is my match . I can't picture myself with anyone else .

Cameron is just someone that I loved but I didn't actually . He was puppy love . I am thankful for all our memories and everything his done for me but I can't help feeling this way .

I would always say that you can't help what you feel for people which is true . I can't help that I love Edwin unconditionally. I will always love him no matter the circumstances.

We got home and I just fell onto the bed . I stared up at the ceiling and memories of Edwin and I rushed through my mind . All I wanted was him and nothing else .

If I lost everything but had him , I would be happy .

I take my phone out and go to Edwin's contact . I never used this contact in months . I never had the reason to and I was to hurt to ever look at it . Seeing his name made my heart hurt . The last time I used this contact was when we actually still saw each other .

Me : Ed , this is weird I know but look I need to see you . There's something really important that I need to tell you .

I put my phone down not expecting a response but instantly I get one .

Ed : Hey , yeah sure . Wanna meet by the bridge looking over the water ?

Me : yeah sure , meet you there in 15 minutes .

I smile like an idiot because I knew what I was going to do . I was going to confess my love to him . Everything that I ever felt .

He deserves the know the truth .

I get dressed into something warm and Cameron walks out .

"Where you going ?"he asks and I sigh .

"Cam , you're an amazing guy . You're so sweet and caring . Every girl should have a guy like you but Cameron I'm not every girl . I don't deserve you nor do I love you . I can't live my life a lie . Cameron , I can't do this . I can't marry you " I say taking my ring of and handing it to him .

"Syd , why are you doing this ?"he asks me and I shrug .

"I can't marry someone I don't love . It would unfair to you " I say and he nods slowly .

" Syd , I - I don't know what to say . I thought we agreed on this ?"he asked and I shook my head .

"We agreed on taking things slow not this big of commitment . Cameron , I'm not ready and I don't think I'll ever be ready to be in a relationship with you . You have a life in LA . Your fans need you Cam. That's your life not me . Not settling down . " I say and he stares at the ring in his hand .

"I did all of this for you . I tried my best to make you happy but you still don't see it . You don't see how much I've given up . I gave up everything for you , Syd " he says and I feel tears forming in my eyes .

"I know Cameron and I'll forever be grateful . Please , Cam . Listen to me . You're Cameron Dallas , star of magcon . You're a huge social media star . Getting married isn't something that you should to right now . You have your whole life to live right now . I don't want to take that away " I say which was the truth .

Seeing with his fans today made me realize that him leaving that life would be a mistake . He was made for it . He loved the fame and being able to make a change .

"But I love you " he argues and I smile .

"I know Cam but you love them too " I say referring to the fans and he nods .

"So this is it then ?"he asks and I nod slowly .

I turn around and walk towards the door .

"I'm sorry , Cam " I say before I leave .

A/N

That has to be the shortest engagement 😂😂.

At least Sydney is realizing that she can't lie to herself . Hopefully Edwin does the same .

Read to find out !

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