Edwin's POV
1 month later
This month that past was so difficult . Everything that I saw , smelt or heard reminded me of Sydney . She was on my mind 24/7 . I couldn't stop thinking of her .
I promised myself to love Tiffany unconditionally but every time I touch her , I end up craving Sydney . I just wish Tiffany was Sydney . I lay next to Tiff , imagining Syd being in my arms . I missed her morning face . She looks so cute with her messy hair and her deep sea blue eyes .
Tiffany's POV
I look at my calendar . I missed my period this month and I never miss . I'm always regular . I start to panic because there has to be something wrong . How can I miss my period.
I realize that there could only be one reason . I might be pregnant . My eyes widened as I stood in the bathroom . This can't be happening . I can't be pregnant . Edwin will kill me because I know for a fact it isn't his baby . This is Zion's baby .
I stare at myself in the mirror .
What are you going to do Tiffany .
I wanted to phone Sydney so badly and ask for advice but I know that wouldn't work out . We haven't spoken since the fight and I just wish that I had her back in my life . I always thought she'd be here for my first child but seems like she won't .
I leave the bathroom and see Ed sitting on the edge of the bed .
"I need to get my tablets for the pharmacy today , I'll be back soon " I say kissing him in his cheek .
"Want me to come with ?"He asks and I shake my head .
"You have rehearsals today , so I'll see you later " I say and he nods . His been really good to me this month . He is trying his best to make up for lost time .
I still love Zion though . Being in the same house with him is so difficult . I have to walk past him everyday and just feel my heart wanting to jump out of my chest . Zion is so gorgeous and also amazing .
I didn't want to talk to anyone at this point because I was to nervous . I really didn't know what to do . If I am pregnant then shit will get messy . How do I tell Edwin . How do I stop Zion from claiming the babies his .
"Fuck , I need you Sydney " I cry in the car .
I really need my best friend right now . She would of known what to do . She always had a plan . She always had a reason for what she's doing .
That just made me wonder . Why did she decide to leave for England . She told me there's a reason but she couldn't tell me . It made me question our friendship because why couldn't she trust me . I am her best friend and she doesn't even trust me enough to tell me why the fuck she's leaving the country .
I finally arrive at the pharmacy . Getting a pregnancy test was so humiliating. Everyone stared at me and all I wanted to do was run out of the store . I know having a baby is a great thing but not when it could be your boyfriends Bestfriend's baby .
I walked up to the cashier who stared at me . I just looked down because I know she was judging me .
I pay her and quickly leave the pharmacy . I was so scared . I didn't know what I was going to do . What if I was pregnant . How was I going to keep this from both Zion and Edwin .
I rush home . Before I could speak to anyone , I run to the bathroom . I could feel all the butterflies in my tummy because of the nerves .
"Tiff , are you okay ?"I hear Edwin's voice from the other side of the door .
"Yes , I just really needed to pee " I lie quickly .
"Okay " I hear him say then I heard his footsteps leaving the room .
I breathed out of relief .
I opened the white and pink box . I stared at the stick that was going to determine my future . How was I going to react to this .
I follow the instructions and pee on the stick . I bought 4 just to make sure . I needed to know . I couldn't stand the thought of wondering . I wanted to know now if I was going to be a mother .
I wait for 7 minutes . I stare at myself in the mirror . What's happening to me . I never thought of myself as a mother at this age . I'm to young for all of this responsibility.
7 minutes felt like a lifetime but then the stick was ready .
Positive .
Instantly I was in the ground . I couldn't breathe . I felt my breathes shorten . I felt like someone just punched me in the stomach .
I wanted to cry but I was to shocked . The tears just sat in my eyes . This can't be true . I can't be pregnant .
I take the other tests and they all come out positive . I literally just stood in the bathroom staring at myself in the mirror .
What are you going to do , Tiffany . You're pregnant with Zion's baby . How are you going to tell Edwin . Are you even going to keep the baby .
That was my main question . Was I going to keep this baby . I never believed in abortion so I was thinking of adoption . I couldn't keep this baby at this age . Edwin's career is taking off so nor him and I will be able to keep the baby .
I hear Edwin knocking on the door .
"Tiff , you've been in the bathroom quite long " he says and I gulp .
I didn't know if I had to tell him now . I wasn't ready . I couldn't face Edwin's face .
"I was just feeling a bit sick " I say which was true . I've been throwing up a lot and different smells we're making me sick .
"Are you okay ?"he asks and I just feel the tears falling down my cheek .
"Yes " I lie , biting my tongue so I wouldn't cry . I couldn't tell Edwin just yet . This will ruin his career . It will ruin prettymuch .
I open the door after I cooled down . I see Edwin sitting on the bed .
"Tiffany , are you okay ? You've been sick a lot lately . I'm just very worried " he says and I could see that he was onto something .
"I'm A-okay , Ed . Don't worry " I lie to him and he nods .
Edwin's POV
I knew something was wrong . I wasn't stupid . Tiffany has been feeling sick lately . She couldn't hide it . Whenever she gets the smell of meat or smoke she would go throw up .
My only thought was that Tiffany was pregnant . Which made me start thinking . How would she be pregnant if we never had sex in months .
I didn't know how to approach her or else it would end up in a massive argument .
I was rather going to wait until she was ready to tell me . I thought all these lies would be over but clearly it isn't . Tiffany was hiding a massive thing away from me .
A/N
This chappie was just about Tiff . I hope you guys liked it !
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Betrayal - Edwin Honoret
FanfictionBEANZ think they know everything about prettymuch but do they really ? Their lives aren't as perfect as it seems , especially Edwin's . He has a secret that he keeps away from everyone . The secret : a mistress