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Edwin POV

I knew that it was time for everyone to know the truth . If we wanted to save the baby then Zion had to go . I wasn't going to be able to save this baby , Zion was the only one who could .

"What ?"Brandon said and everybody went dead silent .

"You're the father , Z ?"Nick asked sounding a bit disappointed .

Zion shook his head slowly and I felt tears filling my eyes .

"Ed , did you know ?"Nick asked .

I didn't want to let the tears fall but I couldn't help myself . The tears just fell . I didn't know why I cried in this moment . It just all felt so unreal .

"Yes"I whisper threw my cries .

"Z , h-how could you ?"Brandon finally manages to say and Z just stares at the ground .

I look at my best friend who had sex with my girlfriend .

"Guys , we need the blood tests now " the doctor disturbs is and I nod .

"Z , go " I say and he doesn't look at me .

I watch as he walks past . When he disappeared , I fell onto the chair . The boys come sit around me and I stare at my hands .

"Ed , we're sorry " Austin says and I shake my head .

"Don't be , I know Zion and Tiffany love each other . Maybe they are made for each other and not us " I say .

I think of Sydney . She was the one for me . I know I was hurt because of what Zion did but it didn't hurt as much when I thought of Syd. She made everything better .

" Edwin , don't say that , you love Tiffany " Brandon says and I shake my head again .

I don't love Tiffany . I love Sydney . She is the one that my heart beats for . Every moment of the day I think of Sydney .

"I need to speak to Tiff"I say standing up and they all grab me .

"She's stressed out , Ed . She needs her rest " Austin says . I pull hand hand out of his grip and walk briskly towards Tiffany's room .

I enter and see her staring at the wall . She looked scared .

"Hey"I say and she looks at me .

"Hey"she finally says .

I sit down on the chair next to her and she just stares at me and watches my every move .

Once I saw Tiffany on that my bed my heart began to hurt . She looked like she was in pain . Her eyes were filled with tears and pain . This made it much more difficult for me to tell her the truth . I wanted to tell her everything that has happened but she looked broken .

"Are you okay ?"I finally say and she shakes her head slowly letting a few tears escape .

"Look Tiffany , I know you're in pain and that this birth took a lot of energy but I have to tell you this . I can't keep it from you anymore "I say and her eyes open more . She stares at me with anticipation .

"Tiffany , I know . I know I'm not the father . I know it's Zion " I say and suddenly her tears became more frequent .

"Ed , I'm so sorry bu-"she begins and I grab her hand .

"Don't be because what I'm about to tell you will make you hate me " I say and she stops staring at me with a confused expression .

"Tiffany , you're an amazing girl and I know that you love Zion . I know he loves you too , it's easy to see it . The two of us aren't made for each other and it made hurt to admit it but it's the truth Tiff . So , here's the part that will make you hate me " I sigh out and gulp .

"I - I cheated on you " I say and she lets a single tear go .

She doesn't say anything and her grip loosens on my hand . I see her staring at me waiting for me explain everything to her . This was so difficult and it felt impossible but I had to do it .

"Look , Tiffany I didn't know okay ? I didn't know she was your best friend until you told me "I say and her eyes widened .

"Sydney ? You cheated on me with Sydney ?"she says with no expression .

I nod my head feeling guilty but she gave no emotion to what I just told her . She just stared at me with a few tears falling from her eyes .

"Why , Edwin ?" Is all she managed to ask .

"Tiffany , it's like you and Zion . Sydney is so amazing , she makes me happy and every time I'm with her , it's like the world stops . Everything about her makes me feel at home and I know that when I'm with her I feel like I'm me . She helps me become a better person . I tried my best to forget about her after she left for England but do you know how hard it is to forget someone you love ? It's so fucking hard " I manage to say and I feel tears in my eyes when I thought of the day Sydney left .

I was heart broken . That day I sat in my car for at least 30 minutes balling my eyes out . It felt like my whole world ended .

"Edwin , I can't be angry at you because your best friend is the father of my child a-and I'm inlove with him "she says and I nod .

"I was angry but I'm not . Love is something that you can't control , Tiff . If you love Zion then I will respect that , all I want is for you to be happy and I'm so sorry that I did that . " I say and Tiffany takes my hand once again .

I smile when she did . She took this easier than I expected .

"I do , and he does make me happy Ed . Now , tell me why aren't you with Syd ?" She smiles and I furrow my eyebrows .

"Because you gave birth "I laugh a bit and Tiffany shakes her head .

"Ed , if you really loved Sydney like you're telling me then you would go get her . Tell her you love her . You make things right with her . We both deserve happiness . She's my best friend and I now know why she left . I feel so bad but I want to make things right . Please go to Sydney and make things right "she says and I nod .

"I'm so sorry , Tiffany " I apologize once more and she smiles .

"I'm sorry too"she says and I kiss her forehead .

I stand up and leave the room . I see Zion's nd he stops me .

"Look , Ed . You're my best friend and I'm so sorry I did that . I know I shouldn't of but I couldn't help myself . I love her and she just makes me weak . Ed , I hope you can forgive me " he says and I pull him into a hug .

"Z , don't be sorry . You love her and I just want her to be happy . Congratulations bro , you're going to a great dad " I say and Zion stares at me shook .

I look at my watch and see that it's 11:35pm . There was a big chance that she wasn't at the spot where we met but I had to try .

I drove like a crazy man to where we met up . I run to the bench and she's gone . She wasn't there and I sigh . I throw my hands behind my head .

"Edwin ?"I hear her soft voice . I turn around and there stood Sydney . I ran towards her and cupped her face in my hands .

"I fucking love you , Princess " I say and I crash my lips against hers .

Oh how I missed her lips . They were so sweet and soft . It felt like heaven to have her here infront of me and her lips against mine .

A/N

yaaaasss !!!!!!

Seems like they can finally be tg !!!!

I'm so happy !

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