Love Kills

Chapter 20

First Off I am sooooo very thankful for y'all helping me reach 2k 😭😪 I swear I love y'all and wouldn't be this far if it wasn't for y'all 💙 I been going through a lot lately but I'm hanging in there 🤞🏾I'm so excited I'm typing this update while in class that's just how much I love y'all.
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Summer

"Hey baby, how you feeling today?"

"I'm straight, what about you?"

"I guess my day going good but I don't know I guess I just been a little off lately."

"Oh ight."

(Did he just say ight I know I'm not tripping...he just don't care.)

"Ight?"

"Yea ight!"

"You know what I don't even care I'm going to my moms."

"Bye"

(Stupid bitch ass nigga)
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Pulling up at my moms place I got out feeling tired and stressed. I've noticed my depression has started back up but I refuse to let it keep me down...again.

Walking into my moms house I smelled fried chicken and ran straight to the kitchen.

"Lil girl don't you touch that chicken."

"Man ma I'm hungry and I miss your cooking."

"I don't care you gone wait until its all done."

"Mannn ma that's gay."

"I don't care how gay it is you still gone wait, anyway how you and that young man been?"

"We been good mama."

(I hated lying to my mama but I know I'm gone hear a mouth full if I tell her what happened.)

"Mhmm you sure?"

"Yes mama I'm sure."

"Ok lil girl go upstairs and get you daddy the food ready."

"Yessss."

"Greedy ass lil girl."

"I mean y'all did raise this way so you know its your fault."

"Girl gone and get him you make me sick."

"Ha love you too ma."

I went upstairs to where my dad was and he was watching the game like usual.

"Hey pops the food is ready."

"Hey babygirl I didn't know you was coming."

"I didn't either but I missed y'all."

"Awee baby, how that lil boy been treating you?"

(Why they both asked me this I swear I be feeling like they just know because my mama damn near stared a hole in the side of my head downstairs.)

"Good pops you know the usual."

"Yea whatever the usual is I just know it better be good or I'm gone beat his...

"Ok pops lets go eat."

After eating with my parents I decided to go back home and when I got there I got happy because that stupid boy was not there. I took a shower and did my normal hygiene routine to get ready for bed but lo and behold the idiot himself walked in the house drunk being loud.

"So why did you come back to my house drunk when you got your own house?"

"Girl who you talking to? I-i just know it a-ain't me."

"Clearly I am I'm tired of your shit man."

"I don't care to b-be real with you. You gone give me some p-pussy tonight?"

"What the fuck no you're literally drunk as hell and can barely stand up."

"Look I'm tired of arguing with you about this fr."

"Then stop asking only to receive the same answer."

"I'm not gone ask nomore I'm just gone get it."

(It didn't register in my head at the time what he was saying and about to do.)

He grabbed me and I tried to run but I couldn't. He slammed me into the floor so hard he almost knocked the life out of me all I could try to do was kick and scream but that only made it worse he hit me in the face and proceeded to take my clothes off. I didn't know what to do I felt so helpless. I couldn't get him off and trying to get him off only made him keep going.

"Pleasee stopp!"

"You should have gave me what I wanted w-when I asked you the first time and we wouldn't b-be going through this right now."

He forced himself inside of me and I winced in pain. I couldn't remember anything after that I had blacked out.
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Waking up the next morning all I felt was pain. If felt like someone had beaten me up badly I could barely move. I got up noticing I was in my bed and walked into the living room he was asleep on the couch and I was too scared to go near him but I had remembered I had left my keys on the couch I had just wanted get as far away from him as possible.

Trying to get my keys he moved around in his sleep; when I tried again he woke up and had asked where I was going. I was too afraid to say anything so I ran away and locked myself in my bedroom.

All that could be heard was him begging and pleading for me to come out of the bedroom but I just couldn't move I was too afraid. He kept saying that he didn't mean to and that it was a mistake but at this point I was broken completely.

I had just broken down and started crying. When I stood up to go into the bathroom my phone began to ring and the name that had popped up on the screen left me in complete and total shock.
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Ok y'all so I literally just wrote this whole chapter in class because I got bored 😂😭 but I'm not checking for errors because I don't have time but again thank you so much for 2k 🙌🏾