James
I woke up this morning with one thing on my mind and I was really tired of waiting for it.
"Baby when you gone let me get some?"
"James we literally talk about this everyday and I'm tired of repeating the same thing to you...why is it so important for you to just have that right now?"
"I told you because I want it shit I been waiting this long I think I deserve it by now shit."
"You definitely don't deserve it because you ask every damn day and I'm sick of you asking me for it so you know what you can just get the hell out my house!"
"I'm not doing shit, you got me fucked up."
"This is my house James get the fuck out I'm not playing dude."
"Or what? What you gone do? Hit me? I wish like hell yo ass would try that shit and see what happens."
"You testing me right now I swear."
"Man you a dumb bitch I swear I ain't did nun but be here for you and you can't give me one thing I ask for."
At this point I was pissed off because this bitch slapped me it took me a minute to process it but as soon as I did I punched her dead in the jaw.
"I'm sorry baby I swear I didn't mean to do it."
"James get the hell away from me."
"I'm so sorry I promise it wont happen again."
"JAMES GET THE FUCK OUT!"
I wasn't about to go no where and nobody was about to make me leave either.
"No I'm not going no where, just come here let me help you."
She ran away from me and locked herself in the room. I was frustrated as'f all I could do was try to make it up to her.
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Summer
I can't believe he hit me this man actually hit me in my face. But was it my fault? I didn't give him what he asked for and he said he was sorry.
I can't think straight right now. I went into the bathroom and saw my face all I could do was breakdown and cry. I ended up crying myself to sleep right there on the bathroom floor I felt helpless and didn't know what to do.
When I woke up later my face was throbbing from the pain. I started to clean it up but I winced in pain from the alcohol. When I got finished I went out of the room to find something to eat and James was no where to be found all I saw was a vase of flowers, a card and some other things.
I don't think he mean't any harm when he did it he didn't do it on purpose. I love him and I don't know what I'll do without him what he said was right he has done nothing but be there for me day in and day out. Maybe it is time that I did something in return its just I don't know if I'm ready to do that with him yet.
Just as I was sitting there thinking James walked through the door with food from my favorite restaurant. I was glad he did too because I was hungry as hell.
"I got you your favorite baby."
"Thank you." I said simply. It was all I could say at the moment.
"Look baby I'm sorry for hitting you I didn't mean to I promise you it wont happen again I swear."
At this point I didn't know what to say other than alright. I had no choice to believe what he was saying is true he had never done it before so I had to trust that he wouldn't do it again.
"Alright James."
"I got you babygirl I would never hurt you and you know that...at least I wouldn't intentionally."
"I hear you James."
I just wanted to eat at this point because I was hungry as hell and just wanted to go back to sleep because the pain from my jaw was really killing me.
"Can we just eat, I don't really feel like talking right now."
"Yea just let me know when you're ready to talk again."
"Sure."
After I finished eating I went back into the bedroom and watched tv until I fell asleep. James was in the front doing whatever he was doing and I just really didn't care. Its like when he hit me a part of me left but a part of me just wants him to love me in every way possible.
I just want to be loved by one person forever and to not feel lonely. They say that love can be a blessing and a curse and a this point I'm in too deep to just let him up and leave. I fell in love with this man and I wasn't about to give up on him.
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Hey guysssss I know its been a while but I've been working on my school work as you all should know I'm in college and it is very stressful. But on the other hand I'm going to try to start updating as much as possible when I have time this wasn't very long but I did what I could with some time that I found. Love you guys and hope that you're enjoying your New Year!! -E💙
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