Sebastian (pov)
He holds onto the sheets tight "...Im.. not stable". The bluenette said."What do you mean?" I say trying to understand that what this coming out of my now lovers mouth which I never knew of.
"It means I go off the rails. I have a problem with my feelings, Sebastian I don't know when to be emotional only when I felt it inside of me to cry! I don't know the ways of love, I'm..sick. it happended right after I got kidnapped and raped.
The pain I feel is still there but it's not present inside of my head giving me these flashbacks which I think why do I have them,Why do I feel like This? Its like Someone who was throw outside for 5 years and coming back inside but doesn't feel like you're home. That's why I sat in my room thinking about what love,what was this? ". I was surprised by his words. Everything that happened,everything that he said broken me. I hugged him tightly . "I'm so sorry~"
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Pure Agony~ Sebaciel
FanfictionSebastian accommodate's ciel with his afternoon lunch,what will go down? Ps In the beginning Everything takes place at his desk But later on Ciel will have to face his biggest fear yet
