its rather depressing being sad all the time,
maybe im just made to be a sad person,
i can no longer drown my sorrows in alcohol, running or sleeping
i can no longer find little happniesses
and everyone is so tired of my self-pitying and that my shits a mess
but i feel too helpless these days i barely convince myself to get up in the mornings.
YOU ARE READING
here's the penny for my thoughts
Poesiaim sad read at own risk this is your trigger warning
