Life or "Death"

The worst day of my LIFE

Today started off as a normal day. I got up, got a shower, ate breakfast, and went to school. When I got to school I saw Edward for the first time since last week. I tried waiting for Jasper but Alice and Lee drove up saying Jasper got sick and couldn't come to school. I walked to Algebra 2 with Alice and sat down. "I wish Jazz was here today." I say feeling like Today would be different. Maybe he would ask me out if he were here. No he wouldn't he probably thinks we're just friends. I guess I must have lost my train of thought because the next thing I know I hear the bell ring and we all go to second period.
I get all the way to lunch but Jasper's still on my mind..... What is wrong with me today. I feel like I might explode.
Time skip to end of school
School's finally over for the day. I meet up with Bella to see if she confronted Edward. She says he apologized for the way he acted and the rest of class he was nice.
"That's amaz-" I didn't get to finish because of a loud screeching sound. We turn around and see Tyler's van coming straight for us. I try jumping out of the way but don't get completely out of the way because I feel the worst pain I've ever felt. I hear a crunch and I scream a blood curdling scream. All I could think was pain until I heard people screaming. I was trying to make out what they said. It was such a blur but then I figured out what some one yelled. "Kayleigh!" then I remembered Bella.
"Bella!!!" I scream. I start to cry because of the pain I felt and because I kept replaying what happened in my head and all I see was Bella's frozen figure.
I zone out. I suddenly feel pressure coming of of my legs followed by sharp pain. I scream again. I try to look at what's happening. It's all a blur. I blink a few times until my vision is finally clear. I see the whole football team and a few other guys pushing the van away to get me out from between Bella's truck and the van. Then I see Lee setting my legs down gently. She then rushes to me sits down and pulls my head onto her lap.
That's when I see it. Bella's body on the ground. She's not moving. "Bella" I say softly. Then I hear Lee say "Her heart beat is slow. I'm sorry Kay. She might not make it." I finally register what she says and I scream and cry. Not from the pain, not from seeing Bella. No I cry because I don't know if I will ever talk to my sister again. Hear her laugh. I don't know if I will see her past today. I see Edward near her. He looks like he's about to cry but tears don't fall. I hear sirens and it hurts my head and I get very tired in a matter of seconds. "Lee" I mumble. She looks down and her eyes go wide. "Kay!?" She repeats frantically. Everything goes blurry. And then I can't see anything. My world goes blank and for the first time today, I don't care.
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I woke up to a beeping sound. I open my eyes and see white walls. I look around some more and see Lee sitting down. I try to sit up a little bit but fail. Lee see's me and instantly stands up. "Where's Bella" I ask. Lee looked very sad when I asked that. "Where is she?!?" I asked again raising my voice but it shook a little. "I'm sorry Kay. Carlisle couldn't save her." I knew who Carlisle was. He was Lee's adoptive dad. Aka Dr.Cullen. Where's Dad? I realized I didn't say that out loud so I said "Where's Dad?"
"He went to go get lunch" She said. I had tears in my eyes and asked "Can you go get him?" She nodded and left. About seven minutes later Dad rushed in with tears in his eyes. "Daddy..." I said and started crying. He came and hugged me. Not shedding a single tear just saying "We will get through this" But I kept thinking, how could I get through losing my twin. How could I get though anything without her?