Life or "Death"

Back from the Dead

How? This isn't possible. They must be playing a cruel joke. What just happened? She's gone. She got hit by the van. I got paralyzed. She can't be here.
I sit shocked in my wheelchair. I see the same girl I saw in my dream. Same brownish hazel hair. Same golden eyes. Still pale. It was her. It was Bella.
I felt a surge of anger go through me. She was alive. She left me and dad to mourn for her. She left me in this cage that I can't get out of. She made my worst fear come true and now suddenly she appears. NO. She can't just come back. Not after I sat alone blaming myself for her "death". She left me as a cold corpse. I'm not Kaleigh the happy girl Bella once knew. I'm a shell of what used to be. I may look like I'm alright but on the inside I am completely shattered.
What does she expect me to do? Does she expect me to come running back to her and forgive her? Not that I could even run anymore... I may have been her twin but I'm not anymore. My twin died a week ago and her funeral is on Saturday. I can't just be weak. I can't- My thoughts get interrupted by her voice. "Kayleigh?" she asks surprised. I don't say anything. I just turn to Jasper and say "can you bring me to Bree?" he just nods, picks me up and  carries me to Bree. She is on a hospital bed. She has teeth marks on her throat. What kind of person would bite someone like that?
"We didn't get to Carlisle in time. She will be one of us" Lee says sadly. There it is again. Something about her changing and being like them.
"What do you mean be one of y'all?" I ask. "We'll explain when she wakes up." Jasper says. "I'm going for a run. I need to go make sure this doesn't happen again." Lee said. Before we could say anything else she was gone.
"Can you take me back to my wheelchair?" I ask Jasper. He nods and takes me back.
When we get to my wheelchair I see Bella again. "Kay" she say.
"It's Kayleigh to you" I corrected her. She looked down upset. Before she could say something else I decided to say something. "Where have you been? Why did you leave me alone? What made you think it was ok to make me and DAD think you were dead? Did you really hate us that much? I needed you. I can't walk. Why couldn't you help be my legs. After the crash when I woke up I was hoping you would be next to me but that wasn't the case. Lee was sitting waiting for me to wake up. She's more of a sister than you ever were. You can't just walk up as if nothing happened and say 'hey nice to be back'. It doesn't work like that. You left me in the worst time of my life. I can't forgive you for that. I thought you loved me. I was wrong. I blamed myself for your "death" and again I was wrong. Oh and Tyler's life is basically ruined because you "died". I hope you're happy with the lives you ruined. I don't know where to start now. I'm not the person you knew before you "died".  'Where do we begin now that you're back from the dead.' We don't begin anywhere. Anymore." I yell. Before she can reply I cry and I feel a wave of calmness and a pair of cold arms wrapping around me. I realize Jasper is holding me and taking me to a room so I can be alone. It's like he knows exactly what I need. I'm just going to wait for Bree to wake up and I can get an explanation...