Life or "Death"

You Don't Know

Those words ring in my head. He Escaped... No Trace... But how?
How did he escape. He was in prison. I'll be ok right. He won't come for me? He can't. Lee will protect me. I know it.

Lee has this look of anger but quickly covers it up with a look of determination. "You'll be ok. We won't let him anywhere near you." She says. I look at my dad and he nods in agreement.

"Maybe she could stay with me. He doesn't know where we live. She'll be safe." Lee suggests. I look to my dad to see what he thinks.

"Are you sure Carlisle won't mind?" He asks. "No he loves when we bring friends over and I'm sure he wouldn't say no once he hears why." Lee says easily.

He nods that I can go. I smile a little bit. "Thanks Dad. I love you." I say. "I love you too. Be safe. I'll keep you updated." He says back.
Me and Lee put stuff together and she takes me to her house. Maybe I'll be less stressed...

Time skip

I was wrong. So wrong. I forgot. Edward and Bella still come over here and Jasper reminds me of James. I don't know why the world hates me.

Anyways we got there and the first thing Bella does is speed over to me to see if I'm ok. She acts like she actually cares. But the thing is Edwardo follows her like a lost puppy.
You wanna know what he said? He said "So have you calmed down yet?" He ended up getting thrown out the window by Lee which was conveniently open.
But then Bella started yelling at us saying we didn't need to throw him. But I think it was a necessity. I hope the mind rapist heard that too. "Stop defending your boy toy he can take care of himself. But at least you have learned how to stick with someone like glue. But I guess you learned how to do that after you left me." I say.

"But I.." she starts. I cut off. "You what? You what! You found your whole reason for living? You found your missing piece? You didn't even know about him and yet you left me for him. You left me in this wheelchair. I've heard people say it can be my freedom or my anchor. They tell me it's my choice. But they don't know what it's like. YOU don't know what this is like. You have a perfect life now you can do whatever you want while I'm the burden you couldn't be bothered with. The only one who even remotely knows what I'm going through is Lee. You wanna know why? Because she's been with me through thick and thin since we've gotten here. You left the first chance you got. So don't go thinking you know anything about what I've been through. You don't have a clue what it's like." I say. Yelling at some points in my whole rant. When I'm done I realize I have the whole family watching. I see Jasper staring wide eyed. But I'm not afraid. I'm ashamed. He saw me yell at my own sister. I didn't want to stoop so low. It was an accident.

I look up at Lee "Can we go to a separate room." I ask. She nods. And we're off to privacy... Maybe...