No one tells you how hard it's going to be once the person you're in love with decides to walk out of your life one day. At least, no one told me. I told myself for months I'd be okay but I'm not. I'm still crying every time I hear that song on the radio, laying in bed every night as I turn to the left and you're no longer there, I'm out of friends and I start to laugh and that soon stops because I remember when you use to laugh with me and when I have good news, I pick up the phone, my smile slowly fades away because I remember can't talk to anymore. It fucking hurts because you weren't just my lover but you were my best friend and I don't know how to deal with this pain. Everyone says to forget, but do we really forget? I just think we move on to some people to replace those memories. I want to let go, but I can't let go... at least not yet. I guess it's pretty pathetic how I'm still hoping you'll come back apologizing for this huge mistake.
You won't come back.
I'll continue to lie to myself that I don't need you until this pain goes away. Hopefully.
~ig: okayimisshim~
I've read a lot of quotes and I have a lot written down. But I when I saw this under my search bar I thought this one matches us and how I am going through life without you by my side.
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The Golden Girl
PoetryJayla was the perfect golden girl. With every bright girl comes a dark mind. Was Jayla's mind just too dark?
