April 3, 2018 04:37

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So I almost ended it. I almost took pills.
I'm just so tired.
And when we were together you said they if I ever needed you, you would come over to me.
I wanted to call you.
I wanted to call so bad.
But then I realized that you haven't cared for months so why would you care now.
Then I realized that I didn't clean my room just Incase.
I didn't know what to leave my family.
I didn't have it all planed out.
I placed the lid back on the bottle and I stared at myself.
That moment I wondered when did I get so bad.

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