Pacify Her//Phan [Completed]

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"Tired Blue boy walks my way. Holding a girls hand..."

Phil p.o.v

Today I woke up to the coldness of the fresh air seeping in through my window making my curtains move and dance as though staring at waves in the ocean. The sun was just as beautiful rising and sending shades of red and orange through the sky. In my home it was always peaceful. I lived alone, my parents didn't want me to stay with them in Manchester for some "personal" reasons so they forced me to "become more mature and live in my own apartment, in London" yes it's only a few hours away but I still refuse to visit them after all of that.

I pull the duvet off of my shivering body and walk to my rusty drawers where I keep my pants and shorts. I quickly choose the first option I see which is black jeans with them being folded upwards exposing my ankle. Then I walk over to my closet and pick out a shirt. Again I just choose the first option I see, a dark blue hoodie that reads "Twenty One Pilots" that still has a little coffee stain on the right sleeve where I accidentally burned my tongue and spilled my coffee. I put it on covering my body like a protective cape. I mean no need to dress fancy, right? It's not Dan will every notice how much effort I'd put into wearing someone that would make me look appealing to him in anyway.

Yes Daniel James Howell, straight and in a relationship with a girl named Sam. Dan has gorgeous coffee eyes that feels like you're drowning in a chocolate river each time you stare at them. His face is sculpted so nicely and his dimples are the highlight of my day each time I see him smile and they just appear. He's very dainty and so attractive with his natural curls bouncing for every step he takes.

I mentally sigh.

Sadly he has to be dating the school's whore who would literally open her legs for any guy that shows the tiniest interest in her. It's one of those relationships where the girl can be a slut and sleep with whomever she pleases but if the guy even looks at a girl she rages. She's very...how do I put this...apprehensive, demanding, jaundiced, monopolizing, possessive, etc.

I quickly break free from my thoughts and finished doing what I needed to do. Afterwards I started walking to school admiring the way the sidewalk sparkles looking like Cinderella with her glittery dress just walked through the whole street leaving behind glitter on the sidewalk. I start to wonder how that got there and before I know it I'm at the school gates.

I look around noticing most of the students are on their phones or talking to their friends. Sadly I left my phone at home and I have one friend who is not here, so I just decided to sit at one of the wintry benches and read. I was reading an interesting book about a girl who discovers love even though she has a speech impediment. I'm on chapter 25 when I hear the sound of heels. I turn my attention to where the sound is coming from and it's no other than Sam. She was holding Dan's hand so tightly I could see his knuckles go slightly white. Sam sent death glares to girls and even guys who stared at Dan.

She currently had like 10 pounds of makeup, which didn't look good. Her fake eye lash was falling and she looks like she just came back from going to a makeup salon and showing the workers a picture of It and saying "Make me look like this scary ass clown" Honestly she should've tried harder. I shouldn't be one to talk Mr.IJustWearWhateverIFindFirst.

I stared at Dans facial features and noticed he doesn't really look content holding his girlfriends hand. He looks in a rush to get to class just to break free from her grasp. I looked at Sams neck to notice some splotches of purple and pink with a little blue, obviously it was a hickey but it was badly covered with foundation. Well at least now I know what they got up to yesterday. I mentally rolled my eyes and glanced towards the school entrance. There I saw my best friend Pj.

"Hey Peej!" I waved to him once we made eye contact.

"Hello Philip!" He responded cheerfully dragging his arm around my shoulder. He looked towards the direction I was staring at previously and sees Dan with Sam.

"You noticed her hickey too right?" He turns waiting for my answer.

"Yea she doesn't really know how to do makeup does she? I don't think she knows makeup doesn't fix last nights 'fun'" I said while making air quotations. When I caught a glimpse of Dan I noticed he was staring at me! I quickly averted my gaze and turned away from him. My cheeks were burning I can tell I was blushing hard.

"What's up with your scarlet red cheeks Phil~" Pj nudged me.

"Does it have something to do with that chesnut haired boy that is currently staring at you?" Pj teased.

"HE IS?!" I jolted and spun to my left where Dan was, he wasn't staring.

"Got you! Omg you should've seen the look on your face I wish I recorded that! You're so in love with him!" He kept poking fun at my reaction. Pft me in love with Dan no way, maybe a slight crush but that's it. I will never fall for him.

I turned my gaze to the couple. Wow Sam really didn't know how to make Dan happy. I heard her laughing meanwhile Dan is just standing there monotone expression on his face. Looks like he's having the best time of his life. *insert eye roll here*. Dan I bet I could treat you better...

How did y'all like that. I still suck at being descriptive but bear with me please. This might be a little cliche so I'm sorry about it but I'm really trying ❣️ I will update two days a week. Byyeee my corndogs!! (Chapters might he posted later than usual I have a lot of things to do so I'll try my best :) please be patient with me❤️)