Pacify Her//Phan [Completed]

~8~

"I can't stand her whining, where's her binky now.."

Dan's POV

Since I already got a present for Sam I felt a little more relaxed. The school day ended in the blink of an eye so I came up to Phil to ask if he could hangout again. Surprisingly he didn't have plans so we decided to go to a park. Just to talk.

"So Dan why are you suddenly interested in being my friend?" Phil asked this while sitting on a sky blue bench near the swings where two adorable kids were singing. What?

"What do you mean?" I'm genuinely curious about this.

"Well not many people want to be my friend because they find me weird...I don't even know what for! Is it because I like things like MCR and Anime?" Phil started ranting about the reasons why he thinks he doesn't have friends.

"Phil I don't think any of that is true because I like most of this things and not a lot of people dislike me.." Phil looks at me and I stare back. We lock eyes for a second...just a second...my heart started beating fast and all the noise of the cars and swings and children's laughter disappeared. It exactly like the movies. But just as soon as I started feeling some strange feeling he looked away.

"Well maybe there's something else wrong with me...maybe it's because I'm gay..." I could hear his voice crack at the end of his sentence. I could tell this is a sensitive subject for him.

"Well what's wrong with that?" I don't know how to comfort someone so this is new to me.

"Everything. My parents...they..." Phil's eyes went from a beautiful sea to bloodshot in just seconds. Should I ask? I shouldn't but I'm curious.

"What did they do?" Phil started sobbing a bit. "Shh it's okay I won't judge I'm just here to listen." I embraced him for a bit trying to calm him down. I secretly inhale some of his sent. He smells like apple cinnamon.

"My parents..." he takes a breath in "they used to try to "pray the gay away" but when that didn't work they resulted to...hit me...they would do such harmful things to me..they would burn the top of my arm whenever I mentioned something even remotely gay. They made me afraid to embrace who I was. I was scared that the outside world was just as bad as them. One day I decided it was enough. When my step dad tried to strangle me I knew if I stayed any longer I'd be dead. I ran away and lived with my aunt for a few years until she passed away and I had to go back to my parents but they couldn't stand me anymore and moved away for "personal reasons" and wanted me to mature on my own...

I know what she meant by that...I wasn't changing and they didn't like it so they're leaving...and now I live in my parents house alone. Whenever I tell people about my family I tell them the family I wish I had...I don't want them to know the truth...it's embarrassing. The picture you saw at my house was forced..it was Christmas and my mom wanted to send a picture to grandma. She accidentally made two so she kept it...we looked like a perfect family, but in reality...I lived in a fucked up family and I was alone but I'm glad I found Pj one day...he helped me a lot." He smiled towards the end of his final sentence. He went through so much and yet he still smiles. I didn't know what to say so all I did was hug him tightly.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through that Phil...nobody should ever be put through that..." I hear him crying on my shoulder, I know he's wetting my shoulder but I don't mind. We stay like this for a while until he breaks it off. I was missing his warmth already.

"Well I better get going. It's getting cold and I don't want to get sick." I smile at him. Since he's wearing a sweater his sleeves turn to sweater paws on him. He looks adorable.

"Yea alright see you!" I wave and he waves back as we part ways. When I'm around him I get this weird feeling inside of me. What that feeling is, I don't know...but I plan to find out...

It's the next day and remembering the talk I had with Phil made my heart flutter. He's always so happy despite what happened in the past...I came to school calmly until...

"Dan! Wait up!" I can hear her heels running in my direction. I turn around to be greeted by Sam crashing her lips into mine. I pulled away first, as usual, and asked what happened.

"Nothing I just miss my boyfriend." She's joking right.

"You literally saw me a few days ago!" She laughs and kisses me once more.

"A few days too many...you've been hanging out with Phil often and I miss you." Okay she's not joking.

"But...I need some me time too..." she rolls her eyes at this.

"What you need is some us time...I feel like we're growing apart because of that Phil guy..." she's crazy...

"Are you kidding? Can I not have friends anymore?" Sam is being ridiculous.

"Babe calm down it's nothing like that, but you need to be with me more. After all you're my boyfriend. And-" my mind completely shuts her off. She starts going off about how I'm never there for her, do I even love her, come over. Oh god it's so annoying.

"You know what fine I'll come over to your house today and we can chat or we can do whatever you want to do today after school." She nodded quickly and walked off, but not before kissing once more. Why is she being so annoying all of a sudden?

After school rolls around and I spot Phil. I was about to walk up to him when.

"DAN!" Oh god.

"Yes?" I turn to face my girlfriend.

"Did you forget I get to plan what we do today?" I wish I did.

"No of course not!" Dan you love her even if she is whinny...

"Okay so we're going to the mall and..." I glanced back to where Phil was standing to see nothing. He left...Suddenly Sam stops talking..did she finish? I mean I guess...

"Great sounds like a plan! Let's go!" I didn't even hear what she said.

~a few hours later~

I finally arrive home after an exhausting day. How can a girl walk so much in heels. My feet are killing me! Oh well tomorrow is another day...hopefully no more whiny girlfriend...

I'm sorry I didn't post twice last week! My twin baby brothers got taken to the hospital and it was very dramatic. The doctors put tubes inside their noses that goes to who knows where and they were crying a lot so sorry! Anyways hope you liked this chapter! I wrote this late at night so again it might be crap. One last thing in 4 days it's MY BIRTHDAY!! I cant wait (my birthday is May 5 btw CINCO DE MAYO!!! Anyways by my corn dogs❣️