Pacify Her//Phan [Completed]

~9~

"And loving her seems tiring, so boy just love me down, down, down..."

Phil's P.O.V

These past three weeks have been interesting...Dan's girlfriend is being more clingy than usual and sending me death glares. What's that all about?

It's currently Monday morning. Today I woke up too early so I decided to go grab something to eat really quick. I got in the shower and started bathing myself in the warm water. The steam fogging up the glass. When I came out of the shower, already missing the warmness, I looked at myself in the mirror. I directed my attention towards the burns on my upper arms. I wonder if it's my fault my parents turned brutal towards me. I'm glad they did it on my upper arms because I can still wear short sleeves...even though I chose not to... I sigh shrugging my shoulders. I get changed and start walking to Casa De Cafe.

When I arrived I was amazed by the aesthetic of the place. How have I never been here?

(This is an actual photo I took...I love this cafe it's beautiful 😍)

When I arrived I ordered some cookies and a drink. When it arrived the cookies were flat round wafers, slightly browned on the edges and butter-yellow in the center. With cold lemonade they were sufficient for childhood's lifelong diet. I basically devoured them in one bite. I ate for about 30 minutes and then decided it was time to start going to school.

I finally saw the gates of the school so I jogged towards them. When I entered I saw once again Dan and Sam sucking their faces off. During these past three weeks I haven't even gotten the chance to talk to Dan so it's like we're strangers again. I speed walked past them hoping they won't notice me, but as soon as I turned to check Sam's eyes were on me. She gave me a look that could kill and started kissing Dan harder. I cant take this anymore.

I ran into an empty classroom, which I'm surprised I found, and just let my tears fall out. These past three weeks have been hell for me. It's like Dan's a new person. I should confront him about this. I need to know what happened. I'm sat in the dark here. I tug at my hair in frustration. I hate how confusing Dan has been. When I talk to him I'm going to make him choose me or his girlfriend. Yes it's a hard choice but I'm tired of following him around like a lost puppy.

During lunch I saw Dan alone by his locker. I took this as a chance to confront him.

"Hey Dan." He jumped almost dropping his books when he turned he gave me a warm smile.

"Oh, hi Phil!" His lips looked a bit swollen. I know why...

"I've been meaning to talk to you about your girlfriend.." Dan's face dropped at the mention of his girlfriend.

"Okay well what happed." I took a deep breath and started.

"Well to start of with she's always sending me death glares which I'm not happy about..." Dan nods, I'm pretty sure he's seen her do that.

"Secondly, when ever she's alone and she sees me, she will "accidentally" bump into me.." I added finger quotations around accidentally.

"Really don't worry I'll take care of it-"

"Daaan!" Oh god I recognize that voice and the clicking of heels. When Sam comes into view she grabs Dan's arm and kisses him roughly before noticing my presence and shooing me off.

"Go away don't you know it rude to stare!"

"Well Sam Don't you know no one here likes PDA in the Hall way?" Not even a second after I said that I stormed off.

I don't know how to explain how I'm feeling. I understand that Dan has to be with his girlfriend I mean they're dating for god sake. But the thing is, it hurts me every time I see them together. It's like a little piece inside of me is dying. When Dan talks to me I'm on cloud 9 he makes me feel happy and actually wanted somewhere. I can be myself with him. He listens to me and what I have to say whenever I feel down. These past few months I've known him he's made me feel so happy like the sun is always shining, but once she arrives the clouds come in and rain on my parade.

I felt like crying. But I wasn't going to...he wasn't mine to begin with...

Dan's P.O.V

I saw Phil walking away fists in a ball. My girlfriend grabbed my arm and walked me to my next class. Which I had Phil in.

When I entered I saw Phil already sitting at his desk. Once his eyes met mine it was like everything went black and white around him. After a few seconds his eyes darted to my girlfriend wrapped around my arm. He made a face I couldn't identify then looked down towards his desk and took out his notebook from his backpack. My girlfriend noticed all of this so she gives me a big kiss on the lips and walks away. 

I turned towards the class and they were all sharing glances between Phil and I when this one guy stood up and sat next to the empty seat next to Phil. They started a conversation and Phil looked like he was enjoying his company.

"Daniel will you take a seat already please." The teacher said while entering the class.

"Yes sorry Miss." I chose the seat behind Phil. The guy next to him sent me this weird look and turned back to Phil. The rest of the class was just the kid and I sending glares to each other.

When the teacher dismissed us I went straight up to him.

"What's your problem with me?" He stopped in his tracks and stared me down.

"Nothing. I just don't understand what Phil would see in you...you have a girlfriend and pay no mind to his feelings so why should he even bother trying with you." He sneered then walked away his backpack slung over his left arm.

Does Phil have romantic feelings for me?

Hey peeps sorry I didn't upload last week. I've been studying a lot for my finals and I'm scared of failing. Plus my birthday past and school has been taking up most of my time but IM BACK! My finals are coming up still so I might not update as often but don't worry about 3 more weeks and I'll start updating twice a week again!! Bye my corndogs ❣️