You felt like a ray of sunshine
On a cold December day
And gave me the comfort of the ocean's breeze
Throughout the sunny days of May
I am yours to keep and yours to own
But when will fate make my name be known?
Some days feel empty and progress seems slow
But where would I pour this love if I let you go?
Just like the other year
You received lots of love again this year
They can make up for the ones I gave
If I ever choose not to stay
It wasn't my choice to love you
But it would be mine to leave
For what can I give you except my heart?
That you didn't ask for from the start
For now I will pretend you'll love me someday
Until the price of hoping becomes too high to pay
Maybe one day I'd have the courage to say goodbye
One day I'd tell myself this is the last time I'd try.
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Note:
I wrote this way back in 2017 and has been stock in my drafts ever since. I decided to finish it today cause I miss writing. All is well with my fangirl life. I still love Sehun (what's new) lol. I just want to share this piece HAHAHA.
-Jihwanxxi
BINABASA MO ANG
Dear Oppa,
De TodoI'm saving this space for all the unspoken words. About a series of letters, For a Kpop idol faraway, Separated by the ocean, But bound to be together someday.
