"Just drop me here" ally demanded and Ashton stopped the car suddenly causing her to jolt forward. "thank you" she smiled and opened the car door.
"Ally" he called after her and she turned around, becoming nervous as he looked at her.
"Do you need a lift back?"
"No I'll be fine" ally smiled, she would've jumped at the offer before but today she wasn't up for it and would rather walk home by herself, avoiding talking to anyone.
"Okay well bye then" Ashton huffed leaving ally feeling guilty and confused by His sudden change in attitude. Ashton had only wanted her to get a ride back so he could inform her
about the party he was having for his birthday, he wanted her to be there since she was now what he considered a 'friend' and plus she could do with a boost in popularity. Just as Ashton thought that, an idea came to him that would benefit the both of them, excited to put the plan into action he pulled out from the side of the road and drove down to school.
Ally's pov-
I stepped into my Physics class, ignoring the stares and the loud whispers. Everyone was probably wondering why I was late, I took a seat at the front of class as usual.
"Whore!" Kelsey shouted out, I didn't even bother to look back I could tell by the stuck up voice it was her.
"Fucking Leave her alone" Ashton growled and I heard to numerous gasps, I could feel myself getting nauseous from the attention already.
"Ashton, I don't need your sympathy" I frowned at him trying not to look at all the judging faces.
"It's the least I could do considering you helped me last night" he smiled but I felt sick, the boys started wolf whistling and the girls looked almost heartbroken I heard a number of comments being thrown at me but ignored them
Who even is she?
Look how ugly she is.
Er what a tramp.
Look at what she's wearing she clearly has no money.
I looked at my book, reading the words but not processing them.
I manage to dodge the comments for the whole physics lesson, not giving them the attention they so desperately wanted.
As the bell went and I gathered up my things I felt everyone start to whisper again and as I looked up I realised why, ashton.
"Are you ok?" he asked, looking sympathetic.
"It's been going on for years? you think I care... I'm used to it. your used to being adored, some of us haven't got it that lucky" I pushed past him and left the room, the halls were flooded with hormonal teenagers and snotty teachers, the sooner this week ended the better.
Going after Ashton yesterday was a mistake, a big one. I thought maybe if I took a risk everything would be fine but it just made things 20x worse and now I'm going be the laughing stock of the school. my next lesson was maths, with ashton. luckily Kelsey and Ashton's group of friends weren't in my maths class which I was glad about because that would mean less hassle.
As I took my seat at the back of class I got out my book, pen and pencil.
As the hand on the clock turned to 10 my heart began to race, Ashton would be here soon but I really didn't want to see him. i liked him for so long and now suddenly he decides to get involved in everything, after so long of tagging along with them, calling me names and pushing me around. I was strong and I could take them but sometimes, I would break down and I told myself I hated them, that I hated him.
As the usual crowd came in, I scanned it for Ashton and of course he was there at the back. laughing at something one of his friends was pointing at. I shifted uncomfortably in my seat as his eyes locked on mine and he walked towards me, taking up the seat next to me.
"Ally" he whispered but I ignored him and stood my earphones in.
I could feel him nudging me so I turned around and looked at him, my heart ached as he placed his hand on top of mind.
"I'm sorry about earlier"
"I'm sorry about yesterday because obviously it was so great you just had to shout it out in the middle of class and make things worse for me, it's okay for you, you have friends that actually like you who do I have? nobody! fuck all! I have to come school and put on a front because people like you can't leave me alone and accept me. and you know that douche I told you about yesterday? that was you." I got up from my seat, grabbed my bags and left. I couldn't deal with shit anymore, it's been years I haven't done anything but I'm seriously not bothered anymore, if they want to say shit to me they can but this time I will react and I'll show them I'm not a good girl.
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Good Girls (Ashton Irwin)
FanfictionGiving up on someone isn't the same as letting them go, they still constantly run through your mind even at the most insignificant moments. She fell for him way before he'd even took a glance at her, she looked at him the way he'd never look at her...