corazón sangrando

dreamlust and solar eclipses

you're the symphony i wrote when i was deaf, i can't hear you but oh, i can feel you, in the grooves and crevices of my frost bitten hands and you're music to my ears, the threads of my heart are tied to my pinky and the split ends are fused together with sticky sweet clumps of your brain matter and it seems my heartstrings are connected with yours. i can feel your heartbeat inside of mine and i swallow every shallow breath you take until a star blooms from the gravity defying mess we've created. you're my beginning and my end and the grapevine told me we were soulmates but i think we're so much more than passing glances and secret smiles you and i are thrones of thorns and angels(devils) with broken wings and i think i'm going to love you forever. i whisper your name like a prayer because you're a blessing on my sun drenched lips and a calamity on my emerald rusted tongue what an anomaly you are and how perfectly you seem to fit with me, we're pieces of a different puzzle yet our edges align. we're standing on opposite ends of the world but i swear i can feel your gentle adoring hand around my heart and if you squeeze hard enough meadows of wildflowers will bloom, i can feel your illuminating smile pumping through our connected heart chords like a drug and head over heels i've fallen, you don't rise into love because where's the thrill? where's the rush of adrenaline and the dilated pupils and the quickened breaths that are swallowed up by mama earth? how unforgiving she is, she's the gambler and it seems she's betting we're gonna stick together forever. sun boy and moon girl he dies every night to let her breathe but have you heard that lady luna drowns herself in the sun's golden ocean to let him shine every morning? a sweet kiss every evening and dawn when they cross paths and ripples, no cascades of color leech across mama earth's atmospheric skin and maybe she was right after all. we must be destined to be lovers, when we meet in an embrace every one hundred years the minuscule mortals that walk the earth exclaim and rejoice in our phenomena and though it never lasts long, never long enough, i swear i will keep spitting out clumps of stars because i like the awestruck look on your face when my brainchildren crowd and mass around your radiant limbs every morning when you swim to the surface of mama earth's melanin. you're the center of my solar system and i'll spin around you every day for the rest of my life because you're an exploding giant of unstable energy and i'd like to dabble in a little of that. i'm stuck admiring you but i've never been anywhere more desirable and i swear every time you kiss me i get a little more lustrous so please don't leave me shining boy why don't you watch me grow into a sun too.

an; yoo kihyun=every wondrous occurrence i've ever experienced in my life, thank you, mama earth, for him.