Love is real...

Chapter 4

Cammie POV

A week had passed since my talk with Amy and she had invited me to Meghan's party. They were celebrating Jess and Meghan's anniversary but really they loved to throw a massive party. Since I came back from London I hardly had talked to Kara, it helped that she was super busy at work. I told her I was heading to Meghan'd party. She would always ask who would be there and I knew she mainly always asked to see if Shannon was there which I totally understood but for some reason it really bugged me this time.
"I don't actually know to be honest babe. The usual I assume. I know Amy and Nadia will be there" I replied.
"Ah okay, is Jack going to be there? Kari? Shannon?" She trying to hide the fact she only really wanted to know about Shannon
"Honestly babe I don't know - probably, anyways I need to get going so I'll text you when I'm home - I might stay over so don't worry too much" I said
"You know I don't like you staying when Shannon is there" She said matter of factly
"I know babe but she doesn't live there anymore so no big deal - I really have to get going" I replied
"Okay have fun babe. Love you" She said.
"Love you" and I hang up.

As I got to the party I saw that Shannon was there. She was sitting in the kitchen talking to Amy. I walked over to where Nadia was and said hi to Meghan and Jess. Everyone was dancing and having a good time, when Amy walked up to me with Shannon following behind her.
"Hey Cammie!" She said as she reached out for a hug.
"Hey Loser!" A familiar voice greeted me.
"Hey you!" I said with a massive grin. Shit why was I so happy. She leaned in for a hug and I got goosebumps. Shannon quickly became stiff and let go. She knew me so well.
"You okay?" She said stepping back
"Yeah I'm fine - its just a little cold thats all" I replied
She looked at me and raised her eyebrow. "If you say so" She said and carried on drinking.

Shannon POV

As I hugged Cammie I saw her arm, I gave her goosebumps. Shit was she nervous? It had to be in my head, why would I make her nervous. It was just wishful thinking I guess. The rest of the night all we did was talk, we hadn't talked for what seem like ages and she was really opening up. She started telling me about her new merch and an idea she had for a new video she was making. I told her about touring Europe in June and how I was in the middle of recording a new small movie. By this point we had had a couple of drinks and I was feeling it and I knew she was tipsy from the constant blush on her face. I had totally forgot we were in a middle of a party, I was so in to the conversation. We finally got up and started dancing with Amy and Ally. They then started playing Wasted Youth and everyone obviously cheered and looked at me. I looked back at Cammie and she was smiling but I could tell it was forced.
The song finished and Amy suggested we go upstairs and play some card games. We followed and it was just the three of us. I don't know why but it reminded me of the old times and I didn't want it to end.
"Jess texted me - I have to go downstairs" Amy said suddenly.
As she walked out the room, Cammie turned around to me and lay down beside me
"When was the last time we were completely alone in a room Miss Shannon Beveridge?" She asked flirting with me.
"I don't know Miss Camden Scott - too long I want to say" I said slightly biting my bottom lip. We were drunk.
She slowly got up so that we were sitting pretty close. I started to get really nervous, but I don't know what came over me, I slowly placed my hand on her thigh. She looked down at my hand and moved forward so that our faces were just inches away. I could feel her breathe on my lips and it gave me goosebumps. She stared in to my eyes and I knew she wanted me to kiss her but I couldn't move, I was so nervous.

Suddenly the door opened and Cammie jumped and threw herself on the bed. It was Amy and by the look on her face she knew something had happened. She didn't say anything at all - just smiled and said "Should we carry on playing?". We both nodded and couldn't even look at each other the rest of the night.

A couple of hours later, it was time to leave. Everyone had mostly left, only Meghan, Jess, Amy, Ally and Jane were still there as well as a Cammie and I. I got up and said bye to everyone, Cammie got up and asked if I could drop her home. I nodded and ordered an Uber. As we were getting our stuff, Amy came up to me and told me to be careful with what I do. I smiled and nodded, I wasn't a cheater nor was Cammie so I knew nothing would happen but I also knew that if Amy hadn't walked in on us earlier maybe something would of. I got a text saying the Uber was outside so we made our way. I opened the door and led Cammie inside. The whole car journey was super awkward - none of us said a thing. We were about 2 mins away when Cammie turned to me and said
"Would you like to come up for a bit?"
I was not expecting her to say anything. I knew if I went up I'd be tempted to do something but I couldn't say no either - I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
"Yeah sure" I said reluctantly.
We both got out the car and walked towards her apartment. Suddenly she grabbed my hand and pushed me against the wall in the corridor. We were so close again, our faces inches away, my breathing was faster and all I could was look in her eyes.