Ethan's POV
I feel a sudden headache as I slowly open my eyes to see myself in a bedroom that isn't mine. I sit up to where I'm sitting on the edge of the bed. I wipe my eyes trying to clear my blurry vision. I feel the warmth of hands touch my cold shoulders going down to my stomach wrapping their hands around me.
"Hey, you finally woke up." I recognize that voice, but it couldn't be her. Was I that drunk.
"Lexie? What are you doing?" I take her hands off of me, and stand up from the bed. "What do you mean? Last night was so much fun." I can't believe I slept with her last night."I have to go." That's all that could escape my mouth. I slam the door shut before hearing what she had to say. I can only think of one person... Elena. I don't know why, but she's all I can think about, I haven't been with another girl since I met her. I know she will never feel the same way, but I can't help it.
She's changed me, she makes me feel like the person I used to be.
Elena's POV
I'm laying in my bed staring at the ceiling. The room is filled with silence. I know I can't avoid Ethan forever, we do have school tomorrow. Maybe I just need to talk to someone..
The first person I think of is Grayson.I decide to text him so Tim doesn't get curious, and decide to come up here.
"Hey, are you busy?"
"I'm just hanging out with Jessie and Kaelin. What's up?"
What do I even say, it's not like I'm dating Ethan. So why am I so upset?
"I don't get why Ethan would say he needed to talk to me. Why did he want me to see him and that other girl."
"I talked to Ethan, and he said he doesn't even remember anything about last night, but he didn't mention much else. But he was upset about something."
Typical. Its not like he would explain why he would want to make me look stupid. I don't know how to respond to Grayson without seeming like something was up.
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The worse day of the week, Monday, is here as I wake up from my alarm. I look at at the time seeing that it is 6:30am. I rub my eyes, I walk downstairs and grab a banana and walk back up to do my makeup. I choose to wear a simple band t-shirt tucked into a pair of dark blue skinny jeans, and throw on my white vans.
I walk into first period avoiding conversation just so I can get through today. Just as the bell rings I see Ethan from the corner of my eyes sit down in his seat next to me. The tension in the small space between is overwhelming, and I know the people around us can feel something is strange. As the bell rings I practically jump out of my seat not wanting to be in this class anymore. As I make it out the door Ii feel a hand grab my arm turning me around.
"Can we talk?" I look into his beautiful brown eyes having a slight sparkle, it makes all the anger drift away. "We have no reason to talk, everything is pretty clear to me."I pull my arm away from his strong grip. The few moments of silence felt like forever. "I just want to apologize for whatever happened last night, I don't know what Lexie did." I cut him off before he can finish.
"It's fine, you are free to do whatever you want,I have to get to lunch so," I turn to walk away knowing I don't mean any of those words, I'm not fine and I don't know why.
"If maybe you can help me, This test tomorrow, I don't really get any of it." I don't know what it is but his soft voice, makes me want to give in to everything. But apart of me is still mad. "Sure, I'll come by your house after school." I can't help but give into the temptation of spending time with him, even with everything that has happened.
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I pull into the twins' driveway with all the math wok I can think of. I have to remember this is just studying nothing more. I knock on the door, when the door opens I'm happy to see Grayson's big smile as he greets me in his warm hug. "Ethan's in his room." He gives me a smirk as if there are other intentions involved. "Thanks," I struggle getting up the stairs carrying all the work and the textbook we need. I approach Ethan's door as I manage to free a hand to knock. "Come in!" I open the door using my elbow looking to see that Ethan is standing by his desk putting on a shirt.
"You ready?" I say while putting my things on his desk. "You have enough stuff there?" we both laugh as I playfully hit his shoulder.
After we have been studying for a hour we finally finish reviewing the chapter. "I think I finally understand this, thanks to you." I look into his eyes not being able to hold it back, I smile. "You had it in you all along, you just have to pay attention." He gives the cutest smirks that makes me smile as we both look into each others eyes. All of the things he has done seem to fade as I get lost in his eyes. All I want to do is kiss him. I look down at the floor smiling, he then takes his hand and raises my chin. We now only stand inches apart, not saying a word.
Footsteps are becoming louder and louder, as the door creaks open. I back away look back down at the papers. "Uh, dinners ready.." Grayson says giving a slight smile. We both clear our throats breaking the awkward silence. "Did I interrupt something?"
"No, we'll be down in a minute." Grayson then walks away leaving the door cracked leaving us o alone.
Great timing Grayson.
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