(ON HIATUS) midnight rendezvous | liskook

six

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I spent my Christmas break with Jungkook, well, not all of it. Since he's still an idol, he couldn't be available every time. It was the season for year end award shows too, so he's more busy than ever. The first part of the break, I spent with him but I celebrated New Year's eve and the day before that with Jisoo-unnie's family. I was comfortable with her family since they really like to eat, and they're as accommodating as her. During my free time at the dorm, though, I practice as I was told to.

It was already the year of 2015, I prayed during the countdown that I'll get to debut as soon as possible. Okay, that's a bit over the top, I wished that I'd improve more so I'd get to debut faster!

Carrying that resolution and determination in my heart, the practice resumed and the break passed by like the wind.

Chaeyoung and I are both in the practice room, waiting for the other trainees to come. I'm wearing a purple loose shirt with a black tank top underneath it and paired it up with black denim shorts and black leggings while Chaeng's wearing a simple white tank top and black leggings. She was stretching while I was watching some dance practice that's featuring Jungkook.

I focused on the moves he did so flawlessly. His strong but smooth transition of moves made me nod in approval. He's a really great dancer even though he's not the main dancer in BTS, to think that he was only 15 when this was released... In my opinion as a dancer the group has the strongest dance line (and the rest of them combined) that I've seen in a boy group. They're really in sync too!

As the video finished, I browsed until a recommended video peaked my attention. It was newly released, as indicated by the date on the video, I searched for my earphone in my bag before playing it.

jungkook - nothing like us (cover)

I opened my eyes as I realized I closed them to feel more of Jungkook's breathy voice. It almost felt like that one time he sang to me, It felt like he was near my ear when I was listening to it. Creepy.

Creepy but you're smiling?

Shut up, voice.

More trainees were coming inside the room that I had to hid my phone in my bag, in case Ms. Park would come in. I didn't want her to have more reasons to get angry at me.

As we were waiting, Ms. Park finally entered. We bowed as per usual but we were surprised to see a figure following her. My eyes widen as I realized it's sajang-nim. All the trainees bowed again as respect and the man just smiled while traveling his gaze to all of us.

"Yang Hyun-Suk have a word for all of you." Ms. Park announced.

"No need to be that formal, take a seat, girls." Sajang-nim gestured for us to sit down, so we did.

"I'm going to announce the line up for the new girl group that's going to debut four months from now."

With that statement the trainees caused a ruckus by whispering excitements and worries. I breathed hard, trying to compose myself from my own excitement, but nervousness later came because of a mental reminder that I was showing poor performance lately.