fuckboys || f.w

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"I love you."
Finn's words played in my mind as a memory, they stuck out like a sore thumb in the depths of my mind. Did he really mean that? Was he just saying that? These questions only grew worse, but I couldn't bring myself to speak. I just stared at Finn as he stared back at me, looking flustered as he lay beside me. I decided to clear my throat and speak up, needing an answer to all of the questions that were frazzling my brain.

"I love you too?" I said hesitantly, and he looked at me with a gaze, not saying a word. I began to get anxious about the whole situation, my face became more flustered and I began twiddling with my thumbs.

"Umm.." He trailed off, leaving me alone with my own thoughts and regrets on saying those four words. My stomach churned as the awkward silence then flooded the air, my breathing became quiet, too scared to cause any more awkwardness. "I'm sorry, (y/n)." He said bluntly, and my heart was beating faster as I awaited another add on that felt like I was waiting forever for. "I must have gotten carried away in the moment." He added, coldly. I choked on my breaths as tears threatened to overwhelm my eyes.

"Oh.." Was all I could mutter, I was embarrassed. More embarrassed than I had ever been in my life. I hated the feeling of emptiness that overcame me, it felt like my one source of happiness for the past few months had left me in the blink of an eye. I looked at my clothes that were sprawled across the floor, getting up awkwardly and getting dressed. I turned to look at Finn after I was ready, but only seen his flustered face staring into his phone screen. I cleared my throat, going towards the door handle quickly before twisting it and pushing the door open. This was by far the worst day of my life...

Finn's pov

I don't know what the fuck I was thinking making a big deal out of saying that.

Who am I kidding?

I've never loved anyone before

not like (y/n).

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these chapters have been long due, but I've been busy and haven't really had the free time to write my stories, ily guys and thank you for 400 followers!!