fuckboys || f.w

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Finns pov

after a while of a comfortable silence, I decided to break the tension that lingered in the air with a smile and words to come from my mouth.

"so.. I have something to tell you," I started, instantly noticing her eyes lift from the milkshake cup up to my own brown eyes. She looked at me as she waited for me to say what I needed to say, causing me to be more anxious about opening up about how I feel. "I'm really sorry I was such a dick to you, I shouldn't have given you mixed signals about what I wanted. I'm just really not used to being in a place where I want to be with someone.." I took a pause as she still stared at me, but this time with a slightly softer look to her. "and as soon as we started getting close, I noticed we had something different. Something that I've never been able to have with any other girl before. I was scared, (Y/n). I didn't want to hurt you, but I didn't see any other way around it." She looked at me confused, but a slight smile sprung on her face as she put her hand closer to my own on the table until it was holding my own under it. I smiled back at her. "I really want to be with you, Princess." I held her hand sweetly as I waited anxiously for a reply. Her small smile had grown into a much bigger one, as if she understood everything I had said and more.

"Well, lucky for you I still want to be with you, Dickhard." She giggles her sweet giggle, causing my heart to flood with happiness and my stomach to have butterflies.

it was strange the impact this girl had on my life, but there was no way in hell I was complaining about it. She was everything I had ever wanted, and now I had her.

she leaned across the table slightly more, and I followed in suit and pressed my lips against her own soft, plump ones. Her kiss tasted like the milkshake she had previously drank. It was almost as sweet as her, causing the moment to be even more magical. I only wanted her and I wasn't going to let anyone come between that ever again. 

the kiss was sweet as brief as it lasted, before I held her hand comfortingly and smiled warmly at her which she returned almost instantly. She looked beautiful, and she made my whole world. She is my whole world.

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I feel as if this book is seriously flopping and I'm really upset about it

ngl this book used to be something I was really proud of and now because of my lack of updates I feel as if it's just flopping but I'm literally just busy all the time and I can't even deal anymore like??

life is stressful, and I can't even keep to myself anymore to SORRY TO ANYONE I'VE BOTHERED ABOUT MY PROBLEMS

I love you all so much, thank you for all of the support💓
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