Nur Ezhana Azzahra - She has everything. Wealth, friend's love, her brother's love and after years since she was born, alhamdulillah, she got her parents' love. it's just her past with her first love made her went traumatized. Love ; she never expec...
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Alarm yang berdering menyedarkan dirinya. Hana perlahan-lahan membuka mata dan mematikan deringan alarm tersebut. Dia sedar yang hari ini merupakan hari yang sepatutnya dinantikan. Terkebil-kebil matanya memandang kipas. Kejadian semalam tiba-tiba terpapar di ingatannya.
Hana sibuk memerhati laman di luar dewan. Cantik..
Laman ini dipenuhi dengan bunga, ribbon dan memang sungguh cantik dan lengkap dengan perhiasan ala-ala fairytale. Memang the theme is fairytale.
" Is this enough? "
Hana terus memandang pemilik suara itu yang hanya berkemeja biasa. Lengan kemeja dilipat dan menampakkan otot dan urat tangannya. Itu pun cukup handsome dah.
" Or you nak I tambah anything? " Dengan senyuman dia bersuara.
Hana tersenyum juga. " Takpayahlah. You did well. This is sooo my taste haha "
Azreef masih nampak sedikit kesedihan di sebalik wajah ceria gadis ini. Nevermind. Dia faham. Bukan baru sekali gadis ini sakit kerana cinta. Dan untuk terima segalanya buat kali kedua, bukan sesuatu perkara mudah. Nasib sahaja she's a strong girl. Walaupun hal pagi tadi masih luar dari jangkaan Azreef, dia masih bersyukur yang gadis ini tidak seksa dirinya sendiri. She spills it out loud. Tak simpan sorang.
She still blame people and not herself. She's still far from depression. I wish.
" Can I.. say something? " Azreef mendekati dan menarik bahu Hana untuk memandangnya.
" Hm? " Hana memberi peluang.
Azreef tunduk sambil breath in breath out.
" Just let me talk okay? " Hana mengangguk.
" I.. I don't want you to feel burdened by this marriage. If you still feels like this is not right, you may speak, you may tell me, you may cancel all of this and it's gonna be just fine. I'm not gonna brag or even talk about it again, I promise. " Azreef senyum ikhlas sepanjang dia bersuara. Hana cuma memandang tak berkelip.
" I just want you, to be happy. To enjoy your life and last your day with smile and laughter. You sedih, you sakit, you kecewa.. I sendiri rasa benda yang sama. I tak nak semua tu. I'm not being selfish, I just care for you. " Hana tersenyum perlahan-lahan. Mulutnya mula menutur.
" You were.. "
" ..selfish. " Azreef masih memandang Hana. Wajah yang tersenyum tadi perlahan-lahan bertukar kecewa.
" Beforelah. Hahahaha " Hana chuckles and Azreef cuma tersenyum. Dia masih rasa bersalah.
" Thank you for loving me. " Azreef terasa berbunga-bunga. Senyuman mula terukir.
" At least I tak rasa worthless, useless, unworthy, shouldn't be loved or shouldn't be appreciated. "
" Jangan rendahkan diri you. You deserve more, sayang.. even.. better than me.. " Susah nak lawan ego Azreef yang memang tinggi bab bab merendah diri ni. Hana somehow rasa impressed.
