Chapter 10
I glanced over at the night stand and saw tissue that were full of my tears. Thinking about getting out of the house and having a life, was out of the question. The only thing I was thinking about was Cody. Will he miss me? Why did he have to leave? I didn't understand. The more I thought about him, the more the tears came. This is the third day since he's been gone, and I haven't stepped foot out of the house. I need to get out and have some fun, but how can I when the only thing I can think or worry about is Cody? Alli stayed behind, since the offical tour doesn't start until July, and offered to hang out today.
"Hey.." I manage to say in a low tone. She laughed and shook her head.
"I reall need to get you out of this rat hole. Let's go shopping or something. I'll buy you anything" she bribed in a really high Austrialian accent. I huffed and puffed while she gave me the puppy dog eyes and batting her eyelashes fastly.
"Fine. I'll go. Only because your my best friend and plus I need to get some fresh air." I got up from the bed and walked straight into the bathrrom. I turned on the shower, and walked back to the counter, waiting for the hot water to kick in. My eyes instantly found there way to the mirror. I blinked, hoping this was a nightmare. When I looked in the mirrrow, I saw someone who was hurt and sad. Someone eho has never laughed, smiled, or had a good time ever in there life. There were tear stains running down from their eyes to their jawline. Was this what I really looked like? How could I ever be beautiful? The next thing I did, was lift my shirt over my head and placed my hands around my stomach. Why was it so big? I was 123lbs., but Cody still told I was beautiful or perfect. Why? Tears filled the rimmed of my eyes as I looked at a reflection that I wished wasn't mine.
"You alright in there?" Alli yelled. I looked at my phone and realized that I've been in here for 10 mintues, and still haven't taken a shower.
"Uhhhh.. Yea. Just a few for mintues Als.... And make sure Robert's ok." I yelled back. This was one of the moments where I needed Cody. I needed him to wrapped his arms around me safely, and slowly moved my hair to one side of my neck and begin to kiss it. I needed him to tell me I was beautiful and how much he loved me. I needed him to need me as much as I needed him.
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"This is cute." Alli picked a shirt from the rack. It was big, long pink off the shoulder with a big black shiny start in the middle. I really wasn't paying attention to it. In all honesty, I wasn't having fun. This was awful. I just wanted to go home and cry.
"Macy? What's wrong? You seem off today." She put the shirt back and faced me. Cody's been gone three days, and I havn't smiled yet.
"Because I am Alli. I thought this was going to be fun, but it hasn't. No offense though. I just miss himm. He hasn't even called. I'm just worried. That's all. It's not you." I assured her. She smiled and hugged me. I could feel my heart breaking with every breath I took.
"I two plane tickets. One for you and one for Robert. You need to be there for him. I'll find some more tickets later. You need him more than I do. The plane leaves in two days. So go home and all you guys stuff." Alli smiled while she dug through her purse trying to find the plane tickets.
"Alli... Are you sure?" I asked. She looked at me, then gave me and big Simpson hug.\
"More than ever. Plus, it'll be a surprise. He doesn't know, so...." She replied. I smiled and hugged her again. Just as I thought that my life couldn't get any worse, it bcame better.
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