CHAPTER 20..
A small 'shit' escaped my lips.
I jumped off of Harry and on to the ground, as Cody watched my every move. I felt nervous and scared. Harry was my friend or lets just say friends with benifits. But Cody, he was my other half. What we developed in our relantionship was gone when he cheated the first time. We created so many beautiful memories like making love, sharing passionate kisses, those tight hugs, and beautiful, wise advice. Its like we were each others drug, but then he apparently ran out.
"What's going on Macy?" the most saddest, most hurtful expression washed over Cody's face. Those bright joyful green eyes, now darken and filled with sorrow. His hands were shoved deep into his black skinny jean pockets, but every now and then he'd run them through his hair. His muscular arms showed through his aztec shirt, with his sun glasses clutched to the neck of the shirt.
"Ummmm... I meant how's it going? How's Robert? I miss him. I mss you." his strong Austraillian accent now fading as he tried to fight his pain and jealousy. His eyes were falling towards the ground as he swayed from heel to toe.
"We're doing great. Just here seeing a friend." I nodded my head to Harry, but Cody's eyes didn't follow, they just stayed on me. Its like he was studying my mind or something. The same hurt expression was still on his face. We just stared into eachothers eyes like we were the only two people on this universe. Harry just stood there, not even actknowledging the situation which was a good thing. I was now begginning to feel embarrased that I exploded at him for doing somwthing he didn't actually. Maybe thats why I've always told myself that I didnt love him. I felt Harry move closer and wrap his arm around my waist. Thats when the eye contact dropped and jealousy took over. I lightly smiled knowing Cody still gets jealous over me. He let out a loud sigh and rolled his eyes.
"Macy?" Cody asked. "Do you still love me?"
Deer in the head lights. Thats what my exression went to. From staring into each others eyes to asking if I still loved him. Of course I do. I would be crazy if I didn't but I'm just scared. I took a loud gulp, then looked up at Harry. He knows exactly how I feel. But I was frozen.
"Tell him." Harry nugded my with a smile. To be honest, I kind of fell for Harry at first, but then the feeling just disapppeared like everything I have. Cody just stood there, waiting for me to honestly answer. But I still couldnt answer.
I nodded sending a smile onto Cody's face.
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"Then why did you leave me?"
"You cheated.."
'You know the truth.." a stern look washed over Codys face. I looked down at his feet, not wanting to look into his eyes. Still looking at his feet I spoke up:
"Can we-..Can we stand over here?" my eyes hestiantly meeting his and then to Harry's. Cody nodded, understanding that we needed to talk in private, and started walking to the other side if the parking lot.shoving his hands deeper into his pockets.
"You know I never believed in love. Not until I was 15. I fell so deeply in love with my best friend. Her smile made my heart beat faster when she smiled and when she walked into the room, boy did I get nervous! And her laugh. Oh her laugh was something. It was the most cutest sound ever and it would make anyone smile. Her touch made millions of shivers roll down my body. Her voice made me weak to my knees. When we went on our first date, and she had on a floral collard dress, with nude sandels. Her blonde her was slightly wavy and her makeup was just right. Not alot, but some. The way she blushed when I laced our fingers together for the first time, softly whispering that she was so beautiful in her ear. The way her lips were tender the first time we kiss. Those butterflys you get in your stomach." Cody stared at the ground, his eyes shinning wiht tears wanting to fall.
"And when we were 16, we decided to take our relationship to the next level. We made love in the best way that we knew how. The way her chest moved up and down trying to catch her breath, Those 3 words everybody wants to here. 'I love you' slipped out of her mouth. I remember she giggled, embarrassed because she wanted me to say it first. Then thats when basically I lost everything. I got sign to a record company, left my beautiful hurting girlfriend. She came to surprise me, because she was always loving and caring like that. She always wanted to make sure I was OK. But when she saw me, the surprise was on her. I had made that biggest mistake, I'll ever make. I cheated. Even though she came onto me, I still didnt stop her right away. The look on her face said it all. She felt hurt, betrayed confused, angry. But what she didnt know was that it was an acciedent and didnt mean anything because she was and is the love of my life. She gave me the greatest thing ever. And that was my son. Robert Simpson. If she only knew how sorry and hurt I was by my own actions, maybe she would have understood. Maybe if she knew I've always loved her and never stopped loving her, then maybe she did the same." his eyes still not looking into mine.
"She does.." i whispered. His eyes moved so fast, now looking into mine.
"She never stopped loving you. She forgave you right when I happen, but I just took this moment to realize that." I said. There was so much more that I wanted to say, but nothing else would come out.
"Then will you come back? We can start all the way over from the beginning. I just want to know your mine and nobody elses. I want a family with you and only you. I love you Macy and thats never going to change. Please. Lets just start over.." he stared so deep into my eyes. I stayed quite, studying his eyes. His love fill eyes over taking my body. We stayed standing face to face for mintues but it felt like hours. All we were waiting for was my answer. I looked down at the ground blushing, a real smile that I havent smiled in weeks apeared on my face. I stuck out my hand.
"Hi.. My name's Macy. What's yours?" I smiled, watching him sigh in relief and smile.
"Cody. Its very lovely to meet you." he leaned down and kissed the top of my hand. "Lets take your friend home so we can get to know eachother a little better. We have alot of meeting up to do." Cody slid his hand into mine. This is forever..
SOOOOO.. THIS WAS THE LAST CHAPTER OF THIS STORY.. BUT DONT WORRY, IM STARTING A NEW ONE. I DONT KNOW WHEN, BUT I AM. SOOOO SORRY I HAVENT BEEN UPDATING. IVE HAD SCHOOL AND THEN I WAS BUSY ON THE WEEKENDS. ALSO, IT WOULD MEAN MORE THAN ALOT IF YOU VOTED AND COMMENTED/TWEET ABOUT THIS CHAPTER. DID YOU LIKE IT? WAS IT GOOD? BAD? HOW WAS THE ENDING? WAS IT HOW YOU PICTURED? ANYWAYS, JUST PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE AND WAIT FOR THE NEXT STORY...
