Chapter 7
"Just wake her up dude and do it.." I heard a familiar voice. Apparently I fell asleep last night snuggled into Cody with Robert watching movies. Last night brought so many new challenages and memories. I can just remember Robert smiling and having a great time as a family. Cody, as he whispered how much he loved me and Robert. And me, as I watched Cody be a great father to Robert.
"She looks to peaceful. Plus, she gets grumpy when you wake her up. But then again she's so beautiful when she's grum-"
"Dude.. Quit being in love and just wake my sister up and just tell her before she finds out herself and gets mad or something." I realized Jake and Cody were here. I understand Cody, but Jake? He's everywhere I go now. Brothers are so annoying.. I forced my eyes open and saw their faces inches away from mine. They both let out a chuckle as I jump due to them scaring me. I scratched the back of my head in confusness and looked them both in the eyes.
"What is it?" I looked at them. Jake patted Cody on the back and left. I watched Jake as he I asume went in Robert's room. My eyes fell from Jake and fell on Cody. He shot me a nervous smile and flicked his eyes down to his hands.
"What is it Cody? Your scaring me" I shot up from the couch. All the blood shot from my head and flowed down my down, making me light headed. I began to fall forwards but soon ended up in Cody's arms.
"Light headed. What were you saying again? Sorry" I blushed.
"I'm leaving.." My heart stopped beating. What was he talking about? We just started talking again. Why was he leaving? Was it because of me? Robert? What? All I know is that I'm heartbroken.
"Why?" I tried to not sound like I was broken. It was all ready to late. Tears were all ready in my eyes. His face looked hurt from my reaction.
"Tour.. I have to go. I've already tried to not do it, but Managment said I couldn't." He sighed. I could hear the brokeness in his voice.
"And the worst part is.. I can't bring anybody. I mean I can, but only one person. I wanted to bring both, you and Robert, but I can't." he sighed, wrapping his hands around my waist. I rested my head on his chest and swayed with him.
"When does it start?" my voice still shaking.
"July 5. It's not for long baby. When I come back, I'll have you all to myself. Maybe we'll get Robert a babysitter. Just us to can have a little grown up sleep over." he whispered low and deep in my ear. It sent shivers down my spine.
"I think that'll work. I can live with that.. Promise?" I played with his collar on his shirt. He smiled and slid his hands down my back side.
"Promise.." he kissed my lips.. over and over..
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"Where are we at?" I laughed as I saw nothing but darkness. Cody earlier told me he had a surprise for me. And guess what it required? A blindfold. The little things he does, mean the most to me. I felt his hands grip tightly on my waist and his chin slightly rested on my shoulder. I giggled as he moved us. Taking each step slowly.
"Ok. Drop the blindfold." he demanded. As told, I dropped the blindfold and found recording stuff. Really? The studio?
"What are we doing here?" I asked, still thinking atleast he was being thoughtful. HE kissed my nose and played with some buttons until music started playing.
"I wrote a song for you... about when you left me." I said, thoughtfully. "I love you Macy. I really do. I really hope you understand how much I love you."
"Darling, I know your heart's seen better timesI know our songs had better rhymes Before today No
Darling, I guess I made the wrong mistakesI understand if you need your space Please take your time
Before you go away So far away You need to realize
Baby, it's not just youYou know it hurts me tooWatching you leaveWith tears on your sleeveNotice that mine aren't exactly dryBaby, it's not just youThat's hurtingIt's me too
I'm sorryI wasn't there to catch the fallI didn't hear you when you calledAll of those nightsPlease don't forget the good things we needI can make back the heart aching griefWhen it gets dark and it's hard to seeI'll turn on the lights
Before you go away So far away I really need you to know
Baby, it's not just youYou know it hurts me tooWatching you leaveWith tears on your sleeveNotice that mine aren't exactly dry[ Baby, it's not just youThat's hurtingIt's me too
I'm not giving up You don't have to leave I am willing to beg till i break my knees I belive in us Don't give up on me Girl, I know that you're hurtingAnd I'm sorry for the painI promise that I'll change Forgive meForgive me
Baby, its not just you You know it hurts me too Watching you leave With tears on you're sleeve Notice that mine arn't exactly dry (Not exactly dry baby)
Baby, it's not just you You know it hurts me too We had it allHow could we fallBaby, I thought we would never die Baby, it's not just you That's hurtingIt's me too
Not just you Baby, it's not just youBaby, it's not just you .......Not just youBaby, it's not just you Baby, it's not just you .......Not just you Baby, it's not just youBaby, it's not just you"
'Cody.. That was.. amazing" I cried onto his chest. He's one of the best things that have ever happen to me, except Robert.
"Well its for you. I'll miss you Mace, so much." he kissed my lips. How am I suppose to let him leave for lord knows how long..
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