Everything is calm
Friendships restored and made something more
Boundaries created and held in our palms
We embrace each other in darkness
But in person we are nothing more than friends
Similar interests, but some not shared
We shall live in the moment
And see how this goes
The moment has now passed and you've gone away
Hello knife, meet my heart
You leave me to my own thoughts and insecurities for a week
Then tell me you want a real relationship
You don't want one with me
Just friends, that's all with me
Here's the part that hurts the most
I still love you with all my heart
I would rather see you happy with someone else than feeling any pain
I would rather hurt knowing I could never have you
And if you asked I would give everything to you again and again
I'd still take every ounce of your pain, sorrow, stress, anxiety, and everything else that causes you to be anything but positive
I'd take it all and cripple under its weight so you'll always be happy
Because that's what love means to me
Putting someone else feelings ahead of your own
Sometimes that can be a problem if you are not strong enough to be mindful of what you need to be happy
So for now I will take your friendship
All I ask is that our friendship grows and blooms into something more beautiful and stronger
YOU ARE READING
Mostly Him
RandomMost of this is about a single relationship in my life, but this does contain some random chapters because the original intent was to be a bunch of random chapters with no relation.
