The Luna Series: Casarina (GirlxGirl) (Lesbian)

Chapter 12

*The full conversation of the phone call is in my other book “Keep Me, Alpha” chapter 7.

Casarina POV

I lightly opened my eyes to the ringing of Madison's phone in her office. Thinking about last afternoon I smiled, Xavier really had me feeling contented. Then the memories of Madison's out burst last night took all of that pleasure away and just filled it with disgust and guilt. Since she kicked me out of her room I was forced to find other alternatives to sleep on and I ended up sleeping on the couch in the den area right next to Madison's office.

I actually got up and walked towards Madison's office on the second ring of the phone. I tried to reach for the phone in Madison's office, since as far as I knew she was still sleeping, but a swift hand took the phone right when I was about to pick it up. I turned around to see Madison. A river of emotion came over me when I saw her, emotions from gusto to comfort to shame. She looked me in the eyes, but didn't say a word. I couldn't help, but let a tiny tear whirl down my cheek. It was a tiny tear of regret. She wiped it off of my cheek and gave me a small smile.

I split eye contact with her and started to head out the door when she called after me.

“Sit on the couch,” she pointed to the couch in her office with one hand while the other hand was on the phone.

I took a seat on the couch and waited for her the finish her phone conversation. I guessed she was talking about a war because she kept saying that she has her pack to deal with already and she's already helping in a war. I was shocked that she even had the conversation in front of me because of the whole thing she's against with Lunas in pack conversations, but she kept trying to keep her voice low even though it wasn't working. The expression on her face showed me that whoever was on the other line was getting her worked up.

She finally hung up the phone, sat down behind her desk and took a moment to relax. I was going to start before she cut me off.

“Cassie first off I really want to apologize about how I acted towards you, I was just really hurt and all of the stress from the packs was getting to me.”

I was shocked that she was apologizing to me, I should be the one apologizing to her.

“And secondly,” she begun again, “I am still extremely hurt from what you did yesterday. Why would you do it?”

I looked down feeling guilty about what I did with Xavier, but feeling even more guilty for the fact that I enjoyed it.

“I tried explaining last night, it was just -,”I couldn't find the right words, “I was sad about you being upset and all over the packs things and not telling me anything and I just needed someone to vent to and he just happened to be available.”

“So, what, you vented on his dick?”

“No, not like that. Madison I'm so sorry. I'm really really sorry.”

She had a smile on her face.

“Cassie I can't stay mad at you. I love you.”