You know that feeling when you see someone across the room, and everything around you becomes silent or it just completely disappears? When you talk you can feel your smile, like it is the biggest it's ever been? How they are all you think about whe...
Colby had texted me this morning asking me to see the baby. Which I guess was fine so I agreed to meet him at my apartment because girl I ain't tryna go no where. "Who's my pretty girl? That would be you" I said as she laid on the bed between my legs. I was holding his hands and her hands were holding my fingers. "Looney tooney" I said smiling at her. I heard a knock on my door and picked her up gently and walked downstairs to answer the door. I opened the door and there stood Colby. I turned away and he walked in closing the door. "Hey" he said to me. I smiled replying with a hey. "Hi Luna" he said. I handed her to him and he held her while I got the laundry out of the dryer. "Where's Jake?" He asked me. Well Jake was always around and two he lives in the same house as Colby so why you askin me lol. "Uhhh he went out with friends but he is coming back tonight " I said sitting on my couch starting to fold. He sat down with me just holding her. I looked over reaching and fixing her headband. "So I wanted to see Luna but I also have something I wanna talk to you about" he said. "Alright what's up?" I said still folding. "I wanna make a video about Luna. On my channel. Basically me letting everyone know that I have a daughter. I know you posted the photo but people don't know she is mine. I want her to be in the video and I wanna publish it within the next week" he said. I thought for a moment. "Ummmm I don't really want her to be shown in the video. I don't care if you make the video but I don't need a bunch of pictures of her everywhere. Hints why I only put the picture of my belly and the one that was at the hospital. It didn't show her face. It was me holding her. I think you should wait to post anything of her full face" I said. "Okay yeah thatsssss that's probably a good idea" he said. I nodded. "Oh yeah, I don't want whoever that girl you're with around Luna. I don't need her trying to act like Luna's second mom or some shit. I don't care that you're together that's fine but I do not want Luna around her when I start letting you just have Luna" I told him. He rolled his eyes and sighed. "I guess" he said. I rolled my eyes stopping what I was doing. "Well it's time for me to feed Luna" I said taking her back. He sat downstairs on the couch and I went up stairs into her room. I breast fed her and then she fell asleep so I put her in her bed turning on the baby monitor. I walked back downstairs and Colby was on his phone. "She's gunna be asleep for a while" I said walking into my kitchen. He got up following me as I got out some juice. "Well I wanted to also talk to you about how I'm gunna be gone for about a month." He said. "Okay and?" I said taking a sip. As y'all can tell I don't wanna deal with his bullshit. "Just thought I'd tell you but like obviously you don't care so like I'm gunna go" he said. I didn't say anything as he got his things and left. I sighed as he shut the door walking up stairs. I checked on Luna May and she was still sound asleep. I slowly shut the door walking back down stairs. I heard the front door open and then I saw Jake. I smiled at him as he smiled at me.
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(That's Jake for those of you who don't know)
"Hey you're back" I said hugging him. "Yeah. I missed you haha" he said. I blushed walking back into the kitchen. We talked for a little bit then we sat on the couch to watch a movie. "Nikki, I've been wanting to ask you something and I've waited a while" he said. I turned my attention to him and he looked so nervous. "I've liked you for so long. Since the moment I met you to now. I know it's only been a couple weeks but I just can't wait. You're beautiful on inside and out. Your an amazing person and you're so caring. You've always showed me knew things and thought me to find the beauty in the ugliest things. You're Ana amazing mom already and I want you to be an amazing girlfriend. So will you be my girlfriend. I promise I will take care of you two and I won't ever leave" he finished. My heart fluttered and I smiled. "Yeah I'd love to" I said. He hugged me so tight I could feel everywhere being squeezed. I could feel the sparks going through my body. Maybe I'd truly found the one who wouldn't leave.
