The Beast's Mistake

Chapter 4

Alaric Coleman

Its been 2 weeks. 2 painful weeks.

Alice is still not awake. Just looking at her makes me want to kill myself knowing i did this to her and its all my fault.

The person who will love me, i hurt.

The only person i have left, i tortured.

And I'll never forgive myself for that.

I was in her room, sitting beside her. I've been doing the same thing for 2 weeks. Always sitting behind her, barely enough sleep and rarely had any food. Why would i sleep and eat knowing my mate is here, in pain. I deserve to be in pain too. Much more than this.

I suddenly felt her fingers twitch. I looked at the heart monitor to see that her heartbeat was getting faster. I know she was trying to wake up.

Then the most sudden thing happened.

She opened her eyes! I was jumping up and down in my head mentally.

She looked at me and her eyes was getting shiny because of tears. I immediately felt guilty.

I tried holding her cheek but then she flinched.

Her heartbeat was getting faster and faster. She struggled to breathe. I called the doctor to check her.

"What's wrong with her?" I asked Alfred "She's having an attack. She looks pretty scared because of you Alpha. She needs time to adjust." He said. I tensed "Doesn't she know im her mate?" I asked "She cant contact her wolf which means she wont know unless her wolf will be there to tell her" He answered.

"W-what? How?" "Because of all the torment, her wolf got tired and eventually just disappeared" he said "How do we get here wolf back?" I asked "If her health would get much better" he answered.

I looked at her as she looked back at me, her eyes full of pain, sadness and mostly fear.

I sigh, she needs time. I told myself.

"Do you want anything? Food? Pillows? Water? Anything?" I asked her. She just stood there, looking confused, probably because of why im treating her like this. She shook her head.

Oh how badly i wanted to hear her precious voice again.

"Im sorry. Im so so sorry" I cried out. Her eyes widened "Im sorry for hurting you, and now you're here, all in pain, because of me. I know you'll never forgive me but, just please dont reject me. Please" i plead "r-reject you?" She asked, looking confused.

"Well, im your mate." I told her. "How come i cant tell?" She asked "Your wolf is gone, but dont worry, she'll be back." I answered "Is that why you're treating me like this? Because im your mate?" She suddenly asked i stiffened "If i wasn't your mate, you probably would've killed me by now." She added

What she said was true, if She wasn't my made she would've probably been dead by now. Being the cruel man that i was, i would never spare a single soul of rogues.

"Your right, but being the cruel man that i am, you've got to understand" i told her "why?" She asked "why what?" I said "why? What made you so cruel?" She asked "Its a long story" i answered "I've got time" she said "I'll tell you in another time" i said

"I'll be back okay?" I said "okay" she answered disappointedly

I went through the door and left.

Im sorry.