My Superman (A Tim Tebow love story)

Baby

Tim is coming home today. I still haven't told him. I went to the doctor, did some blood tests, and everything looks normal. I have to tell him today, I can't keep avoiding this. I really honestly don't know why I keep hiding the pregnancy. I guess I'm still trying to react to it and not think about going to the gym all the time to work off the weight.

I drove to the airport and went to the arrivals section. How was I going to tell him? I don't want to make it a big deal, but I don't want to just whisper it either. When it comes out, it will come out.

And there i saw him coming through the gate. It seems like he got more gorgeous since i saw him last (if that's even possible). My anxiety shot through the roof this is it, I'm going to tell him. I ran over and crashed into him, without saying a word. he kissed me and ended the hug. Then without saying hi or anything else I blurted it out " I'm pregnant."

"you're pregnant that's amazing Leah!" He picked me up and twirled me around. I knew he would be happy.

" did you just find out?"

" I've known for a little bit actually. I first found out when you were gone."

"How come you didn't tell me before? I kept my promise and called you every night."

" I knew you would be happy Tim, but I'm scared. You know how my eating patterns get a little crazy sometimes. I don't know how I'm going to do gaining all the weight. I talked to your mom about it."

" I'm sorry you feel that way beautiful. Is there anything I can do to help you get through this?"

" Just love me and support me and take care of this baby."

"I will I promise."

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It's been about a month and I've been trying to eat structured balanced meals with the occasional splurge for a treat, but no binges. Tim has been the most amazing husband in the world. He deals with my crazy cravings and holds my hair in the morning when I throw up. I've been getting used to the morning sickness though.

It was time to go to bed. One of the things I missed the most about Tim being gone is not having him in bed. But he was here now. He kissed me good night and kissed my stomach good night for the baby. He pulled me close to him and i fell asleep in his arms.

Oh my gosh what is that? I woke up to severe pain in my stomach. I opened my eyes. Tim was fast asleep. I looked down and saw so much blood. This can't be. The baby has to be okay. I was just accepting the fact that I was going to be okay and in a few months we would have a little miracle. I have to go to the hospital. I don't want to wake Tim, but he would be furious if anything happened to the baby and he wasn't there.

I nudged him on the shoulder. "Hi baby. Is everything okay?"

'No Tim it's not okay. I'm having pain and bleeding alot."

"I'm driving you to the hospital now I want the baby to be alright."

"Me too. Let's go."

We drove over to the ER. The entire drive over I was trying to reassure myself that it was just some bleeding and that the baby is fine. I mean I haven't been over doing it woth exercise or anything, I thought I was doing everything right.

Tim nearly had to hold me as we walked in. i sat down and he checked me in. It wasnt long before they took me back. Then i got situated on a hospital bed trying not to cry. Tim was holding my hand just standing there, which is exactly what I needed.

A nurse came in, ran some tests and did some paperwork and informed us the doctor would be in soon.

The wait for the doctor was agonizing. It didn't take long, but I needed to know my baby was okay.

The doctor finally made his grand entrance and came over to me and Tim.

" I am extremely sorry to inform you that you have had a miscarriage."

I started screaming and crying. "THIS ISNT FAIR!THIS IS MY BABY!

Tim was next to me bawling. He buried his head in my pillow.

"I just want to go home."

"Let's get you cleaned up and then we can discharge you." the doctor told me.

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We got home and I was still sobbing. All I wanted to do was lay in bed with Tim.

I went to bed and waited for Tim to join me. He finally came into our room and dropped all his clothes to the floor. Tonight would be good.

He got in bed naked and quickly climbed on top of me.

"Hey baby what's up?" I asked him playfully.

"I'm going to get you pregnant."

Oh yeah this is going to be great. It was so sexy when Tim was commanding like this.

We made love literally all night. God was it hot. We were on the bed then he had me bent over and took me from behind, we were just everywhere. The orgasms kept getting stronger and stronger let's just say I'm pretty sure everyone else in the house knew we were trying to make a baby. I probably won't be able to walk right tomorrow but it was totally worth it. I told him we should do that more often and that made him smile because he wanted it too. Yeah mind blowing sex makes everyone happy.

I do want to get pregnant again though. I was so ready to have the baby and then it was taken away from me. That just means Tim and I can have fun in bed more often.