My Superman (A Tim Tebow love story)

Disappointment

"Tim I'm not in the mood."

We were laying in bed and he started kissing me passionately.I knew what he wanted and I didn't want any of it. We've tried countless times for a baby and nothing has happened.

I feel like a disappointment to Tim. He's a family guy and wants kids. I do too but I can't give him any for an unknown reason. And the one we did make, I killed it.

I know Tim loves me, I've never doubted that. But we made a commitment to each other to be together until death does us part. Does he really want to be with a woman who can't even give him a child forever?

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Tim POV

Leah has barely let me touch her for weeks. I know it's because we lost the baby. Did it absolutely crush my heart? Yes, yes it did. But it did not change my love for Leah. In the end at least we have each other. Even if we can't have children together doesn't mean I don't look forward to being with her and loving her everyday.

I want to give her the world but that might be a bit overwhelming. But I need a way to show her my commitment and affection towards her has not changed, and only gets stronger. I decided the best way to do that is to renew our vows.

I'm going to make it a surprise for Leah so she doesn't have to worry about anything and she knows it is all for her. Our first wedding was a little bit of a disaster with all the reporters.

For the past couple of weeks I've been running errands, ordering flowers, the cake, and getting everything ready. I hope it's what she wants. I figured she would wear her original wedding dress again, that helps keep it a complete surprise. I bought her another ring. This one is much bigger, three diamonds instead of one. It definitely sparkles but I don't think it's too much.

The ceremony will be held at a private beach. Me and my family are the only people that know about it so no media chaos this time. It's been really hard hiding this from Leah though. I hate lying to her about where I'm going. She'll find out soon enough.

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Leah POV

I woke up much too early because Tim nudged me on the shoulder. I wonder what's going on, I hope everything is okay.

"What's up baby?"

I turned over to him and saw a box and something sparkly in it. It can't be... Wait what is going on?

"What is going on Tim?"

"Today we are renewing our vows!"

"Tim shut up. Are you serious! This is amazing, so sweet! Just what I needed. Just wow. This is why I love you so much."

"I'm glad you like it. I have everything taken care of. All I need you to do is get your beautiful self in your wedding dress and come with me down to the beach."

He slipped the huge ring onto my finger.

"You are absolutely amazing Tim. After everything with the baby, I just, I needed this."

That definitely gave me motivation to get out of bed. I didn't even pay attention to the time.

I slipped on my dress and looked in the mirror. I took a deep breath and thought about everything. I remember how I was feeling the last time I wore this dress. I was looking forward to being Tim's wife and taking the name of Mrs.Tebow. Now this time I am his wife and I love that more than life itself. And the reason I'm wearing this dress again is because my husband wants to show me he feels the same way. What more can a girl ask for?

Tim and I rode in separate cars which was difficult, but I knew we would be bonded together soon enough.

I arrived at the beach and just like Tim said, everything was all set up. Everyone was just waiting for the bride and groom.

I put the finishing touches on, gave everyone a hug, and took my place at the end of the aisle. Tim was able to get my family here so my dad walked me down the aisle.

Finally I met my husband at the end and said our vows. Tim's vows read "I vow to never stop loving you no matter what gets in our way. I vow to always be there to support you." He basically erased any doubts I had in my mind. The thing is I've never actually told Tim verbally how I exactly feel. I don't know if I could put it into words. But he always seems to just know me and what I'm thinking.

"You may now kiss the bride."

We kissed and after we both looked each other in the eyes and started laughing. It wasn't that something was funny, it was just the overwhelming happiness bubbling out of both of us.

After the cake and the reception and everything Tim and I were in a hotel room.

"Now that we're alone I have another surprise for you Leah."

"What more could you possibly do for me?"

"I've put in adoption paperwork and we should be getting set up with a child for home visits soon!"

"I don't know what to say! That is so amazing and makes me happy! Now I know why you had me sign those papers but you wouldn't tell me what I was signing!"

"Well it was for a very good reason. I'm glad you are looking forward to it."

He got on top of me and kissed my neck. I let him go further. I was definitely in the mood for what he had in mind.