Of Two Minds

Confessions

I went home that day. I just needed some time to relax, to think, to be alone. I needed some time away from the two guys that were eating away at my heart, making my head spin. The next day, my alone time was interrupted with a ring at my doorbell. I opened it, "Hey", he said, his hands shoved in his pockets.

"Taylor? What are you doing here?"

"I have to talk to you"

I crossed my arms, "Okay. Talk", I said sternly.

"Aren't you gonna invite me in?", he asked.I hesitated, "Fine", I sighed, opening the door reluctantly. He walked in scoping out the living room. "Nice apartment."

"Taylor", I sighed, impatiently waiting for him to start the talking he claimed he had to do."Alright", he got serious, "Look", he walked closer to me, "I'm sorry for the way I was acting yesterday. Yeah, I know, I'm arrogant."

I nodded, agreeing with him."They say there couldn't possibly be anyone I love more than myself, but they're wrong. I lo- I love you, Selena."I was astonished, but I didn't let it show.

"Since when do you fall in love?", I asked him with a tilt to my head.

"Ever since I met you."

Now usually I would take that as him just trying to sweet-talk me, but not this time cause a few seconds later, we were making out.He walked me backwards into the bedroom, without breaking the kiss. By then, I already had his shirt off and thrown on the floor. It was pretty hard for me to not concentrate on his 8-pack rock hard abs. I pushed him towards the bed without breaking the kiss. When the back of his legs met with the mattress, I pulled away from his lips and my hands pushed against his chest. He bounced onto the bed and smirked up at me. I giggled as I crawled on top of him. The thought just popped into my head, it was funny, this would have been the first time we did it on an actual bed. We continued to kiss and mess around, until he flipped us over, ready to take action. But the doorbell rang...awesome isn't it?

"Just ignore it", he spoke, as his lips pressed against my neck. Just as his hands reached for the clasp of my bra, again the bell rang and now I could hear a voice behind the door call, "Selena, I know you're in there, I saw your car in the parking lot."

"Oh my gosh, it's Luke!", I yelled as I pushed Taylor off of me.

"What the fuck does he want?" Taylor complained."I don't know, but he's not gonna leave until I answer him. I'm gonna get him to leave", I hurriedly put my shirt back on and rushed to the door.

"Heyyyy Luke", I said unsteadily, "What are you doing here?"

"I wanna hang out . You left me all alone yesterday." He walked past me into the apartment. I breathed unevenly, "Yeah but we hang out all the time, don't you wanna relax?"

"Yea, we can relax together...Wait a second...", he stopped in his tracks, "Are you pushing me away?"

Yes Luke, I'm trying to kick you out. "No babe", I chuckled, "Why would I be pushing you away? Wait here, I'll be right back", I walked away quickly to my room, trying to look the least bit suspicious. But it wasn't working. "Taylor you have to go before he sees you!"

"Why do I have to leave. I was here first" Now he sounded like a little kid. I shook my head."I'm sorry"He huffed as he walked towards the door. "No! You can't leave through there!", I yelled in a whisper. "The objective is for Luke NOT to be aware of your presence here" I pointed towards the window.

"You want me to go down the fire escape?!", he asked."Yes Taylor. I'm sure you've done it before." I can't count how many times he's probably had to sneak out of a girl's house.

"Selena?", Luke called from the hallway."Oh no!" Don't-! Here get in the closet", I tried to be as inaudible as possible. "I'm not hiding from Luke. What the fuck is he gonna do to me?"

"Please Taylor", I begged him. He didn't budge. I stared straight into his eyes with a puppy dog expression on my face. He scowled as he trudged away into my closet. Ha, my puppy dog face always works. But this is no time for jokes, I don't want Luke to find out about- "Sel who are you talking to?"

"Huh!?", I jumped slightly as I turned to face Luke, who had crept up behind me. "Uh? No one, I was, um, on the phone. With Demi." He scrunched his eyebrows. "What's up with you lately? You've been acting so...weird."

"I'm not acting weird, I just-" A small noise came from behind the closet door. 'Taylor!' I thought."What was that?", he asked me, starting to walk towards the closet."Nothing", I stood in front of him blocking him.He wrinkled his brows, "You didn't just hear that?"