Of Two Minds

Unfolding

"Taylor?" I called as I closed the front door. I stormed up to his room, knocking before opening the door. "Taylor", I said with my teeth clenched.

"What?"

"I can't believe you slept with my BEST FRIEND!!!", I hollered.

"Why does it matter to you?", he asked coolly, making me more furious.

"Because she's my best friend, couldn't you find some other girl to fuck with? We both know you're not a "relationship" kind of guy, so why would you mess with her?"

"Your friend didn't seem to have a problem with that, so why are you so angry about it?"

"You mess with me and then, next thing, you're messing with my friends. Why wouldn't I be angry?"

"Why the hell are you so jealous? You're the one who said we can't be serious. You're with my brother and you don't like me like that, I understand that."But he didn't understand, because I did like him "like that".

"I'm not jealous!", I argued back.

"So if you're not jealous, what do you just like nagging me? When I do something with your friend it's such a big deal, but when your boyfriend has a girl fucking giving him a blowjob, there's no problem!", he accidentally blurted out, and I didn't want to hear it.

"What???", I yelled. I had mixed emotions of anger, frustration, and confusion. He's not serious, he's probably just lying to get me mad at Luke.I could clearly see Taylor was angry now, and serious, too. "Yeah, that's right, he had a chick in the club sucking him last night. I didn't wanna be a snitch about it, but you're fucking making me angry, throwing all this shit at me! First you want me, then you don't, you turn me down. I hook up with another girl, and you're fucking mad at me for no apparent reason. Do you wanna be with me or not, make up your mind!"He stopped yelling when he realized tears rolling down my face. He got gentle and soft and pulled me into a hug that I didn't want to escape.

"Sel don't- I didn't mean to make you cry, I just don't understand this anymore." I wasn't crying because of him, well maybe a little, I was mainly crying about what he said about Luke. I couldn't believe it. I guess it's what I deserved, I cheated on him first.

"Are you alright?", he comforted me. I nodded, pulling out of his hug. I left his room, to go back downstairs. I would've just packed my things and left now, but I needed to know if all this was real or not. I sat on the couch, waiting for Luke to come home.