Broken /// Ashton Irwin

Chapter 1

Songs for this chapter:
Jaquie Lee - Broken Ones
Demi Lovato - Skyscraper
Adele - Rolling In The Deep

*Alison's POV*

Ashton Irwin in rehab

Ashton Irwin from 5SOS gone bad

What happened to Ashton Irwin?

The papers and news journals were full of this famous boy which went to rehab, ''never heard of him'' I thought. He looked pretty broken, sad and depressed in his body as he got led to his car on the tv. Just when I turned off the tv and wanted to go and take a peaceful walk outside Hailey came running in as some crazy person

''A new person came, a new person, a new person!!'' Hailey screamed excited in my ear when I was in deep thoughts about this boy. Sometimes I wished Hailey had something like a power button, she was always so annoying.

''WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING'' I yelled back really annoyed, I didn't even like Hailey but she was the only girl who I could talk to, you could say I was feeling quite lonely here. I don't even know how it feels to be popular or at least to have friend you could tell all your secrets to.

''SOMEONE TOLD ME HE IS THIS FAMOUS BOY, I NEED TO SEE HIM ALI I NEED TO REALLY'' Hailey screamed into my ear, I mumbled something back but I am glad she didn't hear it. I thought about what kind of things the boy was going through and just got sad, I don't even know why I get sad about stupid normal people I don't even know.

'WHAT DID YOU SAY, THIS IS GREAT I MEAN SOMEONE NEW WHY ARE YOU SO SAD''Hailey screamed again, I just wanted to go back to sleep and not be here anymore, just go to sleep and never wake up.

When Georgia came in I was pretty tired of listening to Hailey the whole time. Georgia was my nurse you could say. She came to tell us we could come and eat lunch if we wanted to, otherwise it would be brought to us, well it wouldn't but I like to think that.

When I came into the cafeteria everyone was staring at me, like I was some weirdo who just came here. Ever since I came here two months ago, everyone had been giving me weird looks. No one ever spoke a word to me except Hailey. Whenever I asked Hailey she just got all mysterious and stuff.

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When I came into the session of my 'talk club' which should help me, but I didn't feel like talking. And I don't think I should talk about my feelings and emotions. I felt empty sitting on that ugly red plastic chair.

Our group consisted of 12 people and a 'doctor', the doctor just talked shit. He always called himself the 'problem solver', while I called him the smasher. Whenever I had built up a bit of hope, he smashed it and it was gone, away, never to be seen again.

''So, how's everyone feeling today?'' the smasher asked with a stupid grin on his face.

The smasher pointed his finger to a boy and yelled ''Yes you,stand up and tell me!''.

The boy sighed, stood up and mumbled something, I couldn't hear it.

When I looked closer at the boy, I saw his perfection. I looked at him and his messy brown hair, his brown eyes looking down at the ground. He reminded me a bit of Bambi, looking so broken and lost in his own body.

The smasher said to him ''What did you say? You can tell me anything boy.''

The boy spoke up ''I'm uhh I'm ehh I'm Ahstttonnnn''. I looked at him and was scared he would break down in tears here right now. He didn't break down, but he was like an innocent deer being attacked by hungry lions. He looked helpless.