Broken /// Ashton Irwin

Chapter 3

*Alison's POV*

Day of accident

As soon as I felt his lips touch mine I felt it was wrong to kiss him back. ''He was just a friend to me, I didn't like him in this kind of way. This felt eh to be honest it felt kinda gross'' I thought.

I pulled my head back ''Sorry, I can't do this. I like you a lot Jakie but not in this kind of way, you're my best friend. Kissing you just feels wrong'' I said to Jake almost in tears. I had to cry about this. I didn't even know why, I never knew why I had to cry about almost everything. The kiss reminded me of him, the memories flooded back to my mind. The evenings there, the men coming in. The basement, everything.

Ever since Jake and I met we had nicknames for each other. I called him Jakie and he called me Chlo.

''Chlo please, I love you. I don't mean to make you cry. Please look at me Chlo, I just I-I-I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you'' Jake said in pain.

Nobody knew about it. About what happened. About the times. About him. Nobody knew and I wasn't planning to tell anybody soon.

I ran away. I just ran.

I heard Jake call after me ''Chlo don't leave me here like this'' he screamed.

''Chlo, Chlo noo Chlo don't do this to me. Chlo I love you okay? Are you happy now?''

''Chlo, Chlo, I really need you right now. Don't do this to me.'' I heard him screaming. I heard him crying uncontrollably. I couldn't return to him, not in this state. The only place I wanted to go was my bed, my dear beloved bed. The one person/thing I could tell all my secrets to.

My mind gave an answer to his question but I just couldn't bring it out. ''Ofcourse I'm not okay Jake what do you think, that I could be okay if I have to push away my best friend. How could i be okay? How could I?'' I thought. If I could I would scream it to him, I would run back. I would act like it was okay, but it wasn't. The tears came flooding as if there was a storm.

As soon as I saw Hailey, I jumped behind a tree. Hailey couldn't see me like this, she just couldn't. The only emotion that girl has is happiness, and it's annoying damn. Although I never showed any emotion I was quite annoyed by one-emotion persons. Most of the people here only had one emotion, that was their problem only having one emotion.

As I stood there behind the tree I thought about the Ashton guy. I couldn't admit to myself but he looked perfect as he was sitting right there on the red plastic chair. A black bandana tied around his hair and those ripped skinny jeans. His eyes looking down at the floor gave me this weird tingly feeling in my belly. I just ignored the feeling because the boy was famous and I-I couldn't possibly like some rich ass boy. Rich people came to Meadows because they had 'problems'. The problems were just idiotic like affairs and friendships which turned out badly.

As I waited for Hailey to pass which took more than 10 minutes I calmed myself about what had just happened.

I had talked to myself to calm down and heard a voice behind me. I turned around and saw no one. I turned the other way around and still didn't see someone. I was sure I had heard a voice. I walked around the tree, but didn't find something.

On the path near the tree a beautiful white rose laid with a note on it. I walked over to the rose in curiosity still looking around for someone, but I was alone.

The note said;
Follow the roses till you have six of them. Take them all with you, further instructions will come ;).

I picked up the note and the white rose and walked in a straight line when I found a red rose pointing at the door.

I looked through the window of the door and saw a boy running like he lost his mind. Within seconds he was out of sight. "Strange, what is the boy doing?" I thought. Although there were a lot of weird people here, I never saw people act like this.

I picked up the rose and went inside. I had to choose which way I'd go but chose to go right because a red piece of paper was laying there. As soon as I turned right I saw a pink rose on the floor.

I picked up the pink rose. I just walked on until I came across a white rose which was pointed left. I went the way the rose was pointing.

Because I followed the roses I got into an all different part of Meadows. I had never been here before and it looked quite creepy. The part I stayed in looked a bit like a hotel, but this looked like a hospital mixed with a prison. The only color there was in these hallways was grey. Grey was everywhere. I felt scared. Maybe the roses weren't that nice, were they?

I saw a red rose laying on the floor. I picked it up as fast as I could, scared I'd be taken away. I walked on fast. The farther I came, the creepier this part of Meadows became.

When I saw the sixth rose pointing right, I sighed in relief. Although I was scared to death by this, I was relieved I could get further instructions.

I picked up the rose and went right when I saw a sign which was put on the wall.

The sign said;
Lucky you! You found the six roses! If you're name starts with an A then please come to room 69.

At the bottom of the sign a arrow was pointing which way I should go. For a moment I thought about not going and acting as if my name doesn't start with an A. I mean my second name was Chloe so technically I could also just not go. I was scared to go, but I followed the arrow.

After a long time of walking I was at room 59, only ten more rooms and I was there. I was so scared, but being scared was an emotion, you could also just not feel it.

As I came to room 66. The sweat was almost dripping of my hands. I felt more nervous every step I took.

When I had reached room 69. I was scared of walking in. Room 69 was separated from the hallway by a pair of glass doors.

I knocked on the door.

The door opened and I saw him, I heard a shot. It hit me. I heard another shot. I felt a burning pain in my belly. I tried to run away but my legs wouldn't let me. My legs felt numb, I tried to scream for help.

"HELP SOMEONE HELP I JUST GOT SHOT HELP HELP" I screamed out in pain.

While I was screaming I felt another stinging feeling in my arm.

"SOMEONE HELP ME HELP" I yelled out even louder.

I felt another shot hit me in my legs. I fell.

"HELP ME HELP ME SOMEONE" I tried to bring out.

A woman screamed for help looking at me, I drowned in a black world. The last thing I saw was the boy, looking worried and running away. He looked curious and hurt. I wanted to reach out to him, but a black world took me away.

I saw a tunnel. At the end I saw the light. A bright white light was at the end of the tunnel. It looked as if someone was standing there at the end. I tried to reach the person, but before I knew I felt someone knock me to the ground.

"NO NO GO AWAY PLEASE PLEASE GO AWAY NO" I yelled out for help while I was crying louder and louder.

I felt him touch me, I felt him slapping me. I felt him kissing me on my intimate spots. I felt him punching me. He continued.

"Oh little girl, do you still think you can control me? Do you? Now shut your mouth and don't say a word anymore. You know the consequences if you do, don't you?" He said.

I felt a kick in my belly and started sobbing even louder. I couldn't help it, I just sobbed. He slapped me, he pushed me but I didn't have the strength to even try to slap him back. If I tried I would be dead. He would use me, or worse kill me.

A/N Hii guyss, so here's the update hehehe. The part in italics is a dream. VOTE AND COMMENT PLEASE THANKS GUYSS LOVEYA