Broken /// Ashton Irwin

Chapter 2

*Ashton's POV*

When I saw her, I lit up. She was beautiful sitting there on the chair. I saw a lot of girls while I was on tour, but her beauty is out of this world. Her beautiful brown hair was up in a ponytail and there was a sparkle in her brown 'bambi' eyes.

When I left the session I was supposed to go back to my room because I just came here. I just felt a need for fresh air. When I was on my way to go outside and waited for the door to open, I saw them.

She kissed him. They were kissing. My mind went crazy at the sight of Alison and this boy kissing. The sight made me sad.

Although I had just met her I felt like she was mine. I had this feeling like I should protect her. Like I should save her. But how could I possibly save her? And why would she even fall in love with a boy like me?

At the sight of them my feet took off and I just ran through the building. I ran and ran, straight in a line. Nobody stopped me. My feet tried to find my room. But I just forgot where it was, where I was. I came at the end of the hallway and stumbled and fell.

I heard people talk and scream. People were panicking. I just walked against a door I thought ''No big deal'' my subconscious added.

But then I saw a girl laying on the floor, blood everywhere. People screaming everywhere some of them saying she didn't breath anymore. But instead of helping I ran away, I couldn't stand the body of the girl laying there in a puddle of blood.

I was sure I recognized her, I also was sure it wasn't her. It couldn't be Ali I thought "She was outside kissing the boy". My mind was going crazy about this. What if it was Ali? What happened to her?

I ran outside as I saw a door towards the garden. I didn't see them anymore, they weren't there, she wasn't there.

I fell on the ground and screamed at the world. Because I didn't know if it was her, because I love a person who I don't know, because she kissed the boy, because I couldn't handle anything from the fans to the hate. It was all too much.

I had no idea what time it was when I heard someone walking towards me, the footsteps sounded heavy. I turned my head to look who walked there and saw a guy. He looked a bit my age, maybe a few years older.

"Hey, are you new here?" the guy asked.

"Yea, I uh I uh I came here eh yesterday. I'm Ashton" I replied shyly. He looked at me as if he just remembered something.

"You're the famous guy?" He asked laughing.

"Eh yea and uh who are you?" I replied to his question.

"I'm Todd" he said. "Nice to meet you Ashton."

"Did you hear about the girl?" he asked me. I really wanted to hear who it was and what happened, but I just couldn't stand to hear it. Because what if it was her? What if? The thought of knowing who it was and what happened made me want to throw up.

"Well, I uh I heard about it. But I donn'tt want erm to eh know what happened. Do you know an uh an Alison?" He looked at me as if I was some kind of weirdo as soon as the question left my mouth.

"Like Alison drug addict?"

"Well uh I em I guess s-s-so?"

"Ofcourse I know her, she like owns Meadows. She has been here for about six months now. If she wouldn't be here I think a lot of us would still be depressed. She lifts up the spirit, she is like a sunshine who can't stop shining. Well she always could lift the spirit atleast."

Oh god, I knew it. The girl was her. He said could could could. My mind repeated the word could a million times. Could could could. She always could could.

"WHY COULD, WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?! I JUST SAW HER THIS AFTERNOON PLEASE TELL ME PLEASE!" I just yelled out, I fell deeply in love with a girl I don't know and now is the time to admit it.

"Jeez ashton calm down! Well she was in a accident here today. And she still lives I hear but nobody knows what actually happened. I am sorry mate." He replied sadly.

I was on the point of breaking down again. It was her, I had recognized her. I couldn't stand the thought of not knowing what happened to her, not knowing where she was. I fell in love with a total stranger and I had to admit it.

Todd looked at me sad, he wanted to apologise but I stopped him. "Y-y-you d-didn't do anything you uh can em apologise for. I am uh I am uh going t-t-to go t-to sleep, erm goodnightt."

"Goodnight Ashton." Todd said when I was right about to leave.

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When I woke up the next day, I felt empty, as if a part of me was missing. I needed answers. I needed to know if she was alive, what happened and how I could help her out of it. But yet here I was doing nothing.

I jumped out of bed, got dressed and went to the breakfast room.

When I came in Todd saw me immediatly and waved at me. As soon as I got my food I sat down next to him.

He started saying something when I interrupted him. "S-s-so d-did you hear some-something about her?" his face lit up the moment I asked.

"Well Jake got a call from her this morning. So she lives! But still nobody knows what happened, and nobody knows if she will come back here. Everything is a mystery." Todd said.

My brain made the connection between Jake and the kiss fast. It was probably him I thought, he was the guy who kissed her. The sight of them kissing came into my mind again and I was trying to forget it as soon as possible.

"And uhh who is erm this uh Jake guy?" I asked careful.

"He's some boy from Britain, ever since he came here Ali and him were close. I heard something about him playing in some kind of soap, but I don't know. Why do you even want to know?" He asked curiously.

I was almost going to say that I fell in love with a girl I don't know but I changed my mind.

"I uh I'm erm I'm just eh intrested" I stated. Todd looked at me as if I had said something weird.

"You're 'just intrested'? C'mon you're not 'just intrested'. I can see you have this weird connection with her, I can see it, don't even try to convince me you don't." He reacted to me.

"Okay maybe I-" I started talking when I got interrupted.

"Maybe?! You know you have fallen in love with her, in the short days you have known her."

"So what?! What if I fell in love with her?! What if I fell for her?! So what?! Does it make this any better?! Does it?!" I yelled at him in frustration.

Todd looked as frustrated as I was with him right now. Most of the people were now looking at us, and I didn't like that. Lots of people were sitting close to each other whispering about me and Todd. I felt miserable about this.

Feelings were miserable, at least mine always were. Ever since I left home in Australia I felt incomplete, I miss my family loads. I missed little Harry and Lauren. I didn't have much pictures of them because I thought I would come back earlier, but I didn't. I got into Meadows, now I'm stuck in Arizona for the next month.

Todd shook me out of my thoughts as he came closer to me and whispered "There's nothing wrong with falling in love, but always be aware of who you fall in love with."

A/N MY CONCERT WAS TUESDAY AND I AM STILL NOT OKAY HAGFCQKAOAYQGCQJ, cliffhanger oh. So what will happen to our dear ali? COMMENT AND VOTE PLEASE ILY ALL

ps sorry for the long wait on the update sorryyy I apologise but I have just been really busy lately