Chapter Nineteen

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While I was in the bathtub, I couldn't relax, I couldn't stop thinking about everything.

Why I fell in love with him? I mean from the beginning it was clear that we can't be together.

I love him so much and it really hurts.

I need to let go... We are done !

Why he did that? He said he loves me! He promised me to not hurt me.

My heart is broken into a million pieces.

Why everyone just keep dumping me?

I hate myself... I hate my life.

Am worthless... If I was here or not no one will notice.

What's the difference between me excited or not... No one will care.

I thought that I will never feel this way after mom, but what I feel now is something more worse.

I can't breath properly.

I grabbed the blade and without a second thought I cut my wrist.

I lied in the bath and watched the blood dripping out of there into the water.

I closed my eyes and I stopped thinking about everything for the first time since days ago.

Emma's POV

She is taking a long bath!

"Catherine what are you doing there? You've been there in two hours !" I knocked on the door.

But she didn't reply!

"Cathy is everything okay? " I almost shouted.

I started to worry.

Why she is not replying?

"Cathy am going to open the door " I said hoping that she is okay and she just slept or something.

But I couldn't, it was locked.

Oh my God !! I hope she didn't do anything stupid.

I started to kick the door like a crazy shouting "Cathy open the door! Please cathy " but it was no answer.

Am panicking... I can't think well what am going to do ?

Suddenly, I heard knocking on the front door.

I run to open, to meet that Son of bitch.

But I needed help and he was the only one available.

"What's happening I heard your screaming? Is everything okay? " he asked me looking so worried and scared.  Like I would believe him!

"Nothing is okay, hurry Cathy is in the bathroom and she is not replying, I tried to open it but it's locked. please do something! " when I said that. I realize how bad it is.

He stood there staring at me for a moment and then went to the bath room and it took him only one strong kick and the door was opened.

What I saw there was the real meaning of pain.

I saw my best friend drowning in her own blood.

I was crying as well as Calvin,  which I didn't expect.

He did that to her.

"Call an ambulance hurry Emma! " he shouted at me.

I froze in my place.
I didn't know what to do, I couldn't remember where did I put my phone.

I finally found it in my bedroom and I dealed the ambulance number.

"Baby am here! wake up please! " Calvin was weeping like a three years old kid.

I think she means a lot for him after all.

"Sweetie don't worry you will be fine!" I said, as she opened her eyes.

"Calvin! " she mumbled.

Am here too, but I didn't mind. all  I care for is her being okay.

Calvin took her in his arms, while I brought her pyjama to help him in making her wear it.

It didn't take so much time and the ambulance was here.
Calvin went with her, while I drive to the hospital.

Calvin's POV

She tried to kill her self, because of me!
I can't forgive my self for hurting her like this.
I love her and I don't want to lose her.
I pushed her to commit suicide.

The blood was still dripping out of her wrist while the nurse was trying to stop the bleeding.

I wasn't aware of anything happening around, me all I felt was tears and something burning my heart.

I can't believe am crying... I never cried for a girl.
But she wasn't any girl, she was my love after all.
My life actually...

"Please do anything to save her, I can't lose her" I said to the doctor when we arrived to the hospital.

"Don't worry we will " he replied.

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