Falling For The CEO ( Better Version )

Chapter 22

After two days :

"Honey am getting worried, what are you doing there? " dad said, by my bathroom door.

"Just wait for it. Am not doing anything bad. " I assured him.

"Why the door is locked ? " daddy asked.

As I finished adjusting the last tuft.

I opened the door, but dad didn't looked at it. He started gazing my wrists to relief.

"Dad do you see anything different in me? " I questioned.

He started gazing me over and over, until his eyes became wider and bright.

"You look so beautiful. " he said in shock.

"You like it? " I wondered.

"You was beautiful with that long hair but now with this short haircut you look even more beautiful sweetie. " dad claimed.

"Really dad! " I asked looking again in the mirror.

"Really pumpkin " he replied hugging me.

"Oh! Damn! You look stunning Cathy. " Emma said, looking at my hair with her glowing eyes.

"The new begging always needs a radical changes." I stated.

"True... Things will get better believe me" Emma replied with a wide grin.
And she added. "Now, come on! Let's have breakfast am starving"

Emma is here since I got out of the hospital. She went to her store only couple times.

She was spoiling me and dispelling the gloom away of me.

She and dad were here with me all the time. I feel much better I even stopped crying. But this doesn't mean that the soreness faded.
It's still there, but am trying to start a new life, I need to became better.

We had eggs and toast with cheese, my dad's favourite.

I wore a red skirt and black singlet and my red heels.

I grabbed my purse and left the house with Emma to my appointment with the therapist.

At first I couldn't except the idea of going to a therapist... I felt like they were thinking that I am crazy.
But I know am not okay, I know there is something wrong with me.

I miss Calvin and the way he smirks teasing me, the way his eyes turns darker, when he is about to kiss me. I can't stop thinking of him.

Is he okay?

Where is he?

I need to stop thinking about him. It's over, I should let it go.

BEEP! It was the fifth message from Calvin this morning, since am not answering his calls.

•I love you Catherine. I won't give up till you forgive me •

He thinks that I will!!

I will never forgive him.

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As we arrived to the therapist clinic, I entered immediately since I have an appointment.

The doctor is white haired man, wearing glasses and looking steady.

He pointed to the chair asking me to sit it's not a chair exactly but easy chair made of leather.

"So how are you today miss Catherine?" He asked me while writing on a notepad.

"Fine ."I said.

He took a sit by my right side on another chair, "have you seen a counselor before? " he asked. Holding my eye.

"No, I have not. " I replied downing my head avoiding his eyes.

"what brings you here today Miss Catherine? " he asked me.

"A doctor in the hospital recommended you. " I replied giving him a half smile, because I was nervous more than I could handle.

"And why he did? " he questioned me once again.

"B-because I... I tried to kill my self. " I replied stuttering.

"No need to be nervous. Catherine,close your eyes and imagine your self in a calm place and now answer me while you are observing that calm place. "He calmed me with this idea because I was imagining my self in the beach with no one around and the sound of the waves calming my mood.

"And what is the problem from your view point? " the doctor asked.

"I think because sometimes I don't feel worth to live" I answered honestly, even though my heart started beating faster.

"How this situation makes you feel? " He asked me again, but this time I wasn't feeling relaxed to answer it.

"Like am worthless... I don't know " I replied. Feeling that my palms are sweating.

"Ah... I see, and what will makes you feel worthy? " the doctor questioned.

"If people will stop dumping me and loving me. " I answered with tears in the corner of my eyes.

"You can open your eyes now. " the doctor stated. "Miss Catherine today was our first section, I asked you all this questions to identify the main issues here and to find a solutions for them will be in the next sections. You are free now to know about you issue " he said glancing at that notepad then to me.

"What do you think my problem is? " I asked him to know his opinion, since he is the expert here.

"For now I think it's the lack of confidence in yourself. In the next meetings we will find out the causes and you will learn how to fix it. " he replied giving me a bright smile.

"Thank you. " I replied, "that means this section is over!? "I exclaimed.

"Yes. You can leave, see you next Monday. " he replied writing down on his notepad. As I took my leave.

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Hey everyone
I'm back...
Ps: I take back what I've said about finishing the book and then updating so : I will update few chapters for you
~'~
I know it's a short chapter and not an eventful one but it says a lot I guess...
Thanks for reading ♡

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