Eren's Savior [Book 2 of Levi's Mate]

Chapter 4

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So, it had become known to me that people think I'm a very popular author, in all honesty, I can't believe that. I'm just some teenager writing fanfiction on the internet. I mean wow, you guys think I'm that amazing and that I'm not a waste of time and it blows my mind, I can barely believe it... you guys are bringing out the best in me that I thought was gone. And I'm not just saying that, you guys are pushing me to a new level, your making me care more about people I don't know, whose faces I've never seen, we don't talk much, (even though I wish I could) and believe that your all my friends. I've never cared more about a group of people I don't know on a face- and talk irl basis. You people mean the world to me and I'm not just saying that. I want you guys to message me if you ever have a problem. I want to be there when you fall down or you're struggling. I want to be there to pull you out when your in between a rock and a hard place. I know some of you guys are dealing with depression and anxiety and suicidal thoughts, feelings, or actions. I just want you to know I go through the same things almost everyday. I'm here. You can message me whenever. If you can reach me in my direct messages on here, and you need someone right away, please go into my bio and go to my Instagram, or my Skype, or whatever. I want you guys to be okay. No one should have to suffer. If you think no one cares about you and the world seems against you, I care, I really do.

So please, stay strong for me.

Never forget I love you all.
Arin~Kun❤️

[Eren's POV]

Today was the day we commence the attack. I have been assigned to the Attack Squad. I convinced Riner to let me out on the field, he wanted to keep me back at the bar, but I strongly refused.
I wasn't here to whimp out. I was here to fight with everything I had, and win. I wasn't going to die. I have people waiting for me.

All I could think was,

What ever it takes.

I would do it. No matter what, no matter how many people try to hold me back. What ever it takes, I was going to save everyone. I needed to get home to my family, but I knew I could trust in Levi. He was my soulmate, my savior. Right now these wonderful people are the most important. I help who's in front of me first, I'll help who I can here and get home and help who I need to there. I couldn't let them down. These people depend on me and the others. They trust in everyone on their side. I plan to do the same. Sure I've had to burn a few bridges along the way, but these bridges I've formed here over the last month are important and so are the people on the other side of them.

I start to gear up when Riner walks in with Bert right on his tail (metaphorically). He looks at me and nods, siting down to get his gear on. "I wanted to say, thank you Eren." He says looking back at me after he put on his vest. He looks at me a second and then turns back around. "But, I need you to do me a favor today," he says and snaps his holsters into place. "I need you to get my daughters out safely... I need to know she's okay... parent to parent." I nod at him. "I'll do whatever I can Sir." I say as I stand up and walk over to him. I place my hand on his shoulder. "Everything will be okay, you'll see them again. You'll play ball in the backyard like we always do." Sure I've only known them for a month, but they had traditions. Everyday after school they came home at an apple went outside to play catch with me and Riner. Soon afterwards Bert would call us all in for dinner, and we would chat about our days. The girls would go off on a ballistic rampage about the girl in class who could draw. They both said the girl was shy, but sweet. I think the oldest, Cindy, had a crush on the girl. I had a feeling in my gut, just the way she described her. Beautiful brown hair put in nice, neat braids, with her circular glasses and her soft brown eyes, and soft tan skin. She definitely had to like her, even if she wouldn't admit it. Yet. I smiled just thinking about it. I would hear her talk about her again when we were sitting at the dinner table while Bert served us all food and Riner made flirtatious jokes. I want my kids to grow up like this, a loving family no matter the job, nothing to worry about except for school and crushes. My four children and my husband deserve more than I could ever give them, but they choose to stay... I don't know why or how, but I'm the luckiest fucking man on this planet. I've had such a bumpy road in life and sure, sometimes we all end up on the same shitty street covered in potholes called life and we have to ride our bikes through it until we reach the nicer roads, but in the end it has to be worth it. Levi isn't a man of faith believe me, but when he told me that one sentence in past lives over and over agin, no matter how many times I screwed up, he always said:

"I don't have a mistake for a soulmate. I have the perfect soulmate that makes perfect accidents."

To him I was a perfect accident...

That means we always argue when we first meet, in every life, but soon we stick... with my "beautiful face". That's one reason what I love him.

He made me a perfect accident before we even met.