Skinny Latte|Kellic

Chapter 1

(A/N) Before we get start with this story i'll say hellooo! So this is my 7th fanfic (jesus christ), I'm still writing Cell Mates btw so if ya haven't read that then..;)

As I stated in the intro, blurb whatever thingy this will include eating disorders, self harm, and abuse (so cheerful right?) so if you get triggered or don't like that sort of stuff then please don't read this.

Okiii, so i shall start this now then...😂

KELLIN'S POV

"Good morning Darling." Gerard said with one of his gorgeous smiles. 

I smiled back to him and shuffled over to our couch, sitting down gently.

Gerard starred at me for a while before speaking up.

"God Kells, you look awful." He told me, shaking his head in shame. Tears pricked in my eyes. I couldn't even look at myself this morning, I knew I would've regretted it.

"Did you weigh yourself  honey?" Gerard spoke softly. I shook my head sheepishly. He rolled his eyes, 'Go on then." He muttered.

I took a shaky breath, steadying myself as I got up, standing in the same spot for a minute, waiting for the headrush to go before walking over to the scales.

Nervously, I stepped on them, cringing as I heard them creak. My weight must be nearly too much for them to take.

I looked down and let out a choked sob.

'What is it?" Gerard asked.

"I-it says, o-one hundred and ten pounds." I sobbed, "I've put on three pounds."

I stepped off the scales and watched in fear as Gerard walked over to me, grabbing my collar. 

"What did you eat yesterday?" He spat.

I closed my eyes tight, knowing I ate way too much yesterday.

"Kellin," He pressed on.

"I-I had an apple a-and some yoghurt." I cried, feeling sick at the thought of it.

Gerard gritted his teeth and slammed my head against the wall, causing pain to spread across my head.

"I-I'm so sorry Gee.' I Stuttered, my ears ringing as I tried to keep my balance.

"After all i've done for you? Kellin, Do you not want to be beautiful? No one will ever love you if you look like that." He yelled.

"I-I know Gee, I-Im sorry! I didn't mean to." I was bawling my eyes out by now.

Gerard shook his head in disappointment, gently shutting his eyes and pinching the bridge of his nose, 'Get on the floor and do three-hundred sit ups.' He ordered.

'B-but-" I stumbled.

Gerard raised the back of his hand up, threatening to hit me. I whimpered and muttered out an "Okay" before sliding down onto the floor and starting my sit ups.

"Im doing this because I love you Kells." Gerard whispered.

"I know, I love you too." I sobbed.

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My stomach felt like it was on fire. I groaned and clutched onto the sidewalk railings as I walked down the street.

I turned left into my local Coffee shop, the warm air and smell of Coffee relaxing me at an instant.

"Hey Gabe." I smiled at my friend who had been working in this place since before I could remember.

"Hey Kells." He replied with a big smile, 'Usual Latte i'm guessing?" He asked.

I nodded, "Skinny Latte." I reminded him, I could do with not putting any extra calories on.

Gabe leant over the counter whilst my Coffee was being made, "How's it going with Gerard then?" He asked, wiggling his eyebrows.

I laughed slightly, "It's great, he treats me like a princess."

"Good, you deserve it." He smiled.

He handed me a tray of cookies, "Want one?" 

I shook my head, "I'm fine thanks."

He looked at me with a frown, "Kells, take one. You used to love them, and now you never have them. I haven't seen you eat in ages and oh my god, look at you, you're like a stick."

I would've laughed if he didn't look so upset. A stick. Ha, maybe a massive trunk of some random Oak Tree, definitely not a stick.

"What are you talking about?" I laughed.

"Kells, please just take one." Gabe begged.

I sighed and picked on up, quickly shoving it in my mouth, and swallowing it as quickly as possible.

Gabe smiled and handed me my coffee, "Thanks, I know its probably nothing but I just worry about you ya know?" He shrugged.

I put on a fake smile, "You don't need to, I'm fine, I promise."

I walked over to a table, before hurrying over to a toilet to get rid of the calories I just consumed..

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I sprayed my breath fresher in my mouth and splashed cold water over my face. My throat burnt and my stomach kept lurching, but I guess I was used to that feeling now.

I didn't often throw up my food, I didn't really have anything to get rid of but when I do, It's hell.

I looked away from my reflection, not wanting to see it anymore, before leaving the toilets and walking back into the seating area.

Gabe smiled at me and walked over, "You could've gone to Australia in the time you took in there." He joked.

I laughed slightly and walked back to my table, taking a small sip of my coffee.

Gabe sat down opposite me, making me raise my eyebrow.

"Free shift." He informed me.

I nodded and placed my coffee glass down.

Gabe frowned, "Hey Kells, your nose is bleeding." He stated.

For fucks sake.

I groaned and wiped it with the tissue on the table, "I-uh, I think I hit it on the door as I walked out of the toilet." I lied.

Gabe laughed, "Wow, Kell, Wow."

I felt my phone vibrate, telling me that I'd received a text from Gerard.

Where the fuck are you?

It read.

Having coffee with Gabe

I replied.

Not even seconds later he replied.

What? I told you not to go near him anymore. Home. Now, You lying fuck.

I gulped and turned my screen off, trying to hide the fear on my face as I looked at Gabe.

'Um, Gerard wants me back home, Movie Night." I lied.

"Okay," He smiled, "Have fun."

I smiled and nodded, but dread swirled in the pit of my stomach.

Because I knew this would be very far from fun..