Skinny Latte|Kellic

Chapter 21

KELLINS POV
I combed through my hair and looked in the mirror, sighing.
"Nervous?" Vic asked.
I shrugged, "I guess, I don't really like meeting new people, well, I do but I'd prefer not to."
I frowned, "That didn't really make sense."
"No I get it, I'm the same." Vic breathed.
I smiled slightly, walking over to him.
He pressed a kiss to my lips softly and sighed, "God I hope he's nice." Vic murmured.
I pressed my forehead against his, "The way Mike talks about him, he sounds great." I smiled.

Vic stepped backwards and nodded, "Yeah, I guess I'm just over protective." He chuckled, but still looked slightly nervous.

Mike knocked on the bathroom door, "You guys okay in there, you've been in there a while."

I took a breath and unlocked the door, "Yeah we were just talking."
"Yeah sure okay, I Uh, I got a text from Tony.." Mike said.

Vic nodded.
"He's gunna arrive in a few minutes but he's really really nervous, he called me having a panic attack earlier.." Mike told us sadly,

I immediately sympathised for Tony, I get it completely and know how horrible it is.

"He's nervous about meeting us?" Vic asked.
Mike nodded, "Looks like he's not the only one."

Vic and I looked at each other and smiled slightly.
"He's really nice guys I swear, I told him the same about you as well."
Vic smiled widely.
"I actually told him that you two were much nicer than me which weirdly reassured him."

Vic and I chuckled loudly before a knock at the door stopped us.

"That will probably be him." Mike breathed.
We nodded, suddenly getting nervous again.
"God, I hope you guys like him." Mike sighed.

He walked over to the door and opened it, leaping into the guys arms.

He smiled widely as Mike squeezed him tight.
First impression was good.

Vic looked at me smiling, "He looks nice."
"Mikey I missed you." Tony laughed.
"So did I." Mike smiled, pressing a kiss on his lips.

"Guys this is Tony." Mike grinned.
Tony gave a shy wave and shuffled inside, Mike shutting the door behind him.

We smiled happily and waved back, "Hi Tony." Vic and I said in unison, causing everyone to chuckle slightly.
Tony quickly gripped Mikes hand as they walked over to us.
Tony let go, shaking mine and Vic's hand.
"Hello Vic, hi Kellin." He whispered nervously.
To be honest he was quite adorable.
But not in a homo way.

I looked at Vic and smiled at how calm he now looked. It seemed pretty obvious that Tony was good for Mike, so he looked so generally happy.
His eyes twinkled every time he grinned and he had small dimples which nearly made me 'aw' out loud, and the tiny little gap between his teeth is so adorable.
Vic is so perfect.
Just.. everything about him.
I-I love him.
I love Vic.

I frowned, my heart hurting.
He won't feel the same.

"Kells are you Okay?" Vic whispered, squeezing my fingers gently whilst Mike and Tony chatted.
I snapped out of my daze and looked directly into his eyes.
"Y-yeah." I stuttered.
He frowned and tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.
"Kell.." He murmured.
I raised an eyebrow.
"Darling What is it?" He asked me, worry lacing his tone.

"I swear, it's nothing. I promise." I whispered.
He sighed and kissed my lips softly.
"Okay.."

He turned back to Mike and Tony.
"Anyone want lunch? I'm so hungry." Vic laughed.
My stomach sank.
Mike and Tony nodded quickly, whereas I stood there dreading it.
"Should I set the table?" Tony asked quietly.
"Oh, um, yeah sure, Thankyou." Vic smiled widely.
Tony smiled back, walking over to the drawers to get cutlery.

Not before long, the lunch was set on the table and everyone had started putting things hungrily on their plates.
Apart from me.
I stared at the food, not wanting to put any on my plate.

"Hey, Kells you're so beautiful Okay? Please eat something, even if it's just some salad." Vic whispered.

I looked down the row of food, quickly skipping past the burritos and tacos and spotted a bowl of salad.

"C-can you past me the salad bowl please?" I asked Vic.
He smiled at me, "Sure."
I picked up some salad and placed it on my plate, picking at it for a moment before putting it into my mouth and swallowing it.

It's just salad.
I kept telling myself.

This is okay..
I thought.

"Could you.. have anything else?" Vic asked.
I sighed, shutting my eyes for a moment before whispering, "Sure."

Vic smiled at me.

I grabbed a vegetable roll and bit a piece of the edge, feeling the grease and oil from it trickle out.

I gagged slightly and dropped the rest of it, reaching for my glass and swallowing water rapidly.

I tried to stop tears forming in my eyes.
"I can't.. I'm sorry." I whispered, looking at Vic.
"Hey, darling it's fine. Okay? Kells, I'm not going to force you to eat but when I say you're beautiful I mean it. I wouldn't lie to you. But it kills me to see you this thin, this upset about you're self. You're the most gorgeous person I've ever laid eyes on, I swear" He told me, looking completely genuine.

I looked around to see if the other were listening but they were simply happily chatting away and eating, oblivious to our conversation.

I looked back to Vic, my heart feeling like it was going to explode.

How, literally how can someone be so perfect?
I need to tell him, I have to.
It physically hurts to keep this bottled up.

He placed a hand on my thigh making my heart flutter.

"Kells..." He whispered.

"I l-" I can't say it, "I like You're shirt." I blurted out.
He looked confused but smiled slightly, "Thanks."

I can't tell him.
How would he react.
Would he think I'm disgusting?
Does he already think that?
What if he leaves me?
He can't leave me.. I need him.
I can't tell him.
He'll hate me.

"Kells a-Are you Okay?" He asked.
Tears spilled down my cheeks, my lungs felt like they were going to explode, and every breath felt shorter and shorter.

"I-I can't do this I'm sorry." I breathed out.

Getting up and dizzily running off.

Jesus, I ruin everything.

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